I'm pretty sure I know where my carotids are now, everything I read on them matches up with where I feel a blobbing pulse on the sides of my windpipe under my jaw. But no matter how I press on them nothing happens. I've been trying so many methods of compressing them, at least just to try to get myself to pass out to make sure it works, but nothing happens. I've closed the ratchet as tight as it will go with the bags in what I think are the right spots, and I've tried a bunch of different spots, and nothing at all happens. Had the strap at the top of my neck over where the arteries should be, and tried different spots too, I felt nothing no matter where it was.
The things I can think of that might affect it:
-I have a really short and thin neck (I weigh 45kg and don't know my height but I'm short as hell) and have just about no fat on my neck
-I take blood thinners (it's a side-effect, I need them though) though I've been taking as little as possible around attempts
-I don't have an adam's apple. I don't really know what it is other than that I don't have, so this might be reaching
Could any of those affect it? Maybe something else? I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I hoped this would've been easy since I have such a thin neck.
I wonder why this method isn't more common though? I've been searching for a good method for years and only stumbled upon it now here.
I wondered the same thing, the only results online for killing yourself are awful because they're either highly likely to fail, unreasonably painful and/or difficult to do, or both. But this one is surprisingly hard to pull off, as you can see from all the people struggling with it. I can see why people wouldn't recommend it, I've been spending countless hours a week on it for the past month and still can't come close to doing it.