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martinso67
All human rights are important
- Feb 5, 2021
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I have tendencies of a Schizoid (personality type that lives on his own/in his own mind, extreme hermit).
But still regardless of that fact. I can't live anymore in a society or any group of people/humans. As a human you are damned to have to depend on other humans. Be it food, clothes, protection, etc. I have already high blood pressure (and stress, fatigue) trying to cope with that fact (needing other people) which comes with being a human.
It's annoying having to depend on other people for the basic of my needs. Like I have to go to a dentist. I have some teeth problems. Still I have to interact with the dentist and trust him. I looked up everything about him. But still I have to interact and depend on him.
When I succeeded somewhat trying to be myself when I am alone. I found that I have many good qualities like ambition, resilience and creativity. But that stuff is hidden and nullified by the stress I have by having to be in a society and other environmental factors of a society that affect me.
But still regardless of that fact. I can't live anymore in a society or any group of people/humans. As a human you are damned to have to depend on other humans. Be it food, clothes, protection, etc. I have already high blood pressure (and stress, fatigue) trying to cope with that fact (needing other people) which comes with being a human.
It's annoying having to depend on other people for the basic of my needs. Like I have to go to a dentist. I have some teeth problems. Still I have to interact with the dentist and trust him. I looked up everything about him. But still I have to interact and depend on him.
When I succeeded somewhat trying to be myself when I am alone. I found that I have many good qualities like ambition, resilience and creativity. But that stuff is hidden and nullified by the stress I have by having to be in a society and other environmental factors of a society that affect me.