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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
363
Yes it is :(( just wish I get natural death from psychogenic death but it's so rare fuuuuck. It's so time consuming, energy' consuming thinking about doing all of these and I fear how my family will bury me because of financial issues....
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
334
Ew I don't want your recipe 😂

I called you dumb because you wanted to synthesize a chemical with no prior experience in chemistry, to not only ingest but also to kill yourself with. I'm sorry I called you dumb. I was very concerned for your well being and I can't say I've ever felt so worried for a SaSu user before. Calling you dumb was not nice, sorry again. I hope you can see where I was coming from. Wasn't ideal communication on my end.

Speaking of forgetful, you also hijacked my goodbye post to continue talking more about your brilliant synthesis plans after I was banned from your post for calling you dumb 😜

I do think the two of you would get along, maybe not for the most pure reasons on my end, but you would have someone to bitch about if you're not sure how to start the conversation 😂

I have promised myself to start using the ignore button, and as much as certain users make me laugh, I don't need to expend my energy where it's not wanted 🙏
I didn't ban you, mods did…

I didn't even hijack your thread I made a joke saying "if you die you won't get to see if making SN worked"… and then I wished you well and luck in whatever decision you chose. It was just banter…

Yes I think it would be helpful for you to use the ignore button because you have a habit of being negative towards others.
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

Ready To Enter The Real World
Aug 23, 2026
81
damn, bullets still flying left and right on this post LMAO... Might as well have a good laugh before dying...

Ladies.. OR Men hehe we all gonna end of dead sooner then later...

lets all be friends here

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Yes it is :(( just wish I get natural death from psychogenic death but it's so rare fuuuuck. It's so time consuming, energy' consuming thinking about doing all of these and I fear how my family will bury me because of financial issues....
Tell me about it...

Passing my finals was easier then planning this shit LMAO

So much thinking...

So many details....

feels like i am about to pull a fucking heist....
Yes it is :(( just wish I get natural death from psychogenic death but it's so rare fuuuuck. It's so time consuming, energy' consuming thinking about doing all of these and I fear how my family will bury me because of financial issues....
Tell me about it...

Passing my finals was easier then planning this shit LMAO

So much thinking...

So many details....

feels like i am about to pull a fucking heist....
 
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Demian

Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
241
Why did you take both at the same time? Are you sure it was morphine/phenobarbital?
Morphine and phenobarbital have a synergistic effect. And, yes, I was absolutely certain it was morphine and phenobarbital.
 
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StarsAbove

StarsAbove

Student
Jul 25, 2026
183
Agreed. It makes me not want to think about it. I have mad ADHD and extra work and planning just makes me want to procrastinate.
 

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