Venting The age when you first seriously consider CTB.

[sometimesoon]

How many attempts have you had?

I have had two serious attempts
in both cases I passed out, but the anchors to the role didn't hold so I found my self both times with a bloody nose.

So I seem to have the opposite issue that I can find the sweet spot but have trouble attaching the anchor. I just know that I will be 3rd time lucky

 

[ovyxqqpeh]

18 or 19

 

[maidens]

8, 19 now

 

[M1sT]

14, but I'm 19 now.

 

[deathtakeme]

I think my entire life. Seriously thought about it aged 20, I'm 25 now. I did nothing and feel like a zombie that's why I want to die.