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Visitor_

Visitor_

Unsure how to voice out my feelings.
Sep 9, 2023
32
I realised that this world has no place for me. Wherever I go, I will always be looked down upon. I will always be the incompetent son at home. The weird kid at school. The boyfriend with anger issues. The friend who never has money. The gamer friend who sucks at everything. The guitarist who will never excel in his playing. The cook who keeps burning his arm.

I cannot feel comfortable. Every second of my pathetic excuse for a life, makes me feel shit. I constantly want to wail and cry, but I can't. Physically I can't, and mentally I wont allow myself to. I've had good and bad memories. I will now go to the only place that will accept me the way I am. I am a failure, a miserable person someone who cannot do anything that he needs to do. I am tired, truly tired of everything. I cannot do it anymore. I don't have the strength to keep on going. For those on this platform that helped me, talked with me, laughed with me, cried with me..thank you. For everyone else, I wish you the best.
 
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GotTheTickets

GotTheTickets

Sending HUGS 🤗
Sep 18, 2025
49
Thanks for hanging out here with us. That's why this place is so special. Most of the time we're just strangers but have so much in common at the same time. I can relate to 80% of your feelings right now. Take your life in your own hands. One way or another. We'll support your decision.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
I'm so sorry for your situation. I'm miserable too, but we're not guilty. Life broke us and we didn't have chance, that's all.
I wish you peace, whathever you decide 🕊️
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
I'm sorry you feel this way. In the end, we are all just visitors and I think over here, we understand so much more than out there. Thank you for being here with us for a while. We are losing a kind soul, whichever way you choose to leave. Wishing you all the best too.
 

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