Taken last method

[Gromit-CTB]

Ok so the SN didn't arrive, have taken the risky way out. Now just have to wait 5 days to see if works or not. I can't be this cursed being unlucky surely

 

[KleinerWolf]

Ok so the SN didn't arrive, have taken the risky way out. Now just have to wait 5 days to see if works or not. I can't be this cursed being unlucky surely

SN seized by custom?

 

[Sherri]

Ok so the SN didn't arrive, have taken the risky way out. Now just have to wait 5 days to see if works or not. I can't be this cursed being unlucky surely

Gromit, I might be younger than you, I'm not religious or anything. But I'll be honest with you like I always am. Negative energies create negative energies, meaning the more you panic about the item didn't arrive the more it will be delayed. Please think positive just one day at least, please?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

SN ceased by custom?

Nope got through. Delivery was yesterday and didn't turn up, not arrived today either. So not waiting any longer

Gromit, I might be younger than you, I'm not religious or anything. But I'll be honest with you like I always am. Negative energies create negative energies, meaning the more you panic about the item didn't arrive the more it will be delayed. Please think positive just one day at least, please?

I get that but to late now, munched my little yoghurt mix. Now to wait out the effects and hopeful end

 

[KleinerWolf]

Nope got through. Delivery was yesterday and didn't turn up, not arrived today either. So not waiting any longer

If it's already in the same city, it won't be long.

some couriers need a few days to have it delivered,
Sometimes because of weekends,
But I think you will receive it soon.

 

[Sherri]

Nope got through. Delivery was yesterday and didn't turn up, not arrived today either. So not waiting any longer

I get that but to late now, munched my little yoghurt mix. Now to wait out the effects and hopeful end

What did you take this time hun? Please don't do anything irrational.

If it's already in the same city, it won't be long.

some couriers need a few days to have it delivered,
Sometimes because of weekends,
But I think you will receive it soon.

Thanks stroke, I don't know what to say anymore to have Gromit to relax a bit. Seems now he took something with yogurt.

 

[yive]

Ok so the SN didn't arrive, have taken the risky way out. Now just have to wait 5 days to see if works or not. I can't be this cursed being unlucky surely

i know that my words, alas, will not help you, but know that i'm with you in this situation, i feel you, understand your despair and sincerely sympathize with you.

it really hurts me to know that you have chosen such a painful method, but...
good luck. and know that you deserve the best

i hope i can join you soon on your journey...

 

[Nymph]

What "risky" method did you do? I'm sorry it didn't arrive but what If it just needs more time to get to you?:((

 

[Sherri]

What "risky" method did you do? I'm sorry it didn't arrive but what If it just needs more time to get to you?:((

Ricin he said. I dunno what that is...

 

[Leiden]

@Gromit-CTB What did you take that will work in five days? I hope it's nothing that will cause harm, but not do what you want it to do. Please be careful

 

[Nymph]

Ricin he said. I dunno what that is...

Oh no that's gonna be painful, im guessing it's gonna be like cyanide or something. It's poison from seeds:( this is so sad, so much suffering

 

[Sherri]

Oh no that's gonna be painful, im guessing it's gonna be like cyanide or something. It's poison from seeds:( this is so sad, so much suffering

Told him that. Hes very desperate, I can do no more to keep him okish till his sn arrives. He doesn't want to wait.

 

[Leiden]

Ricin he said. I dunno what that is..

Ok, just looked it up

Ricin is a lectin and a highly potent toxin produced in the seeds of the castor oil plant, Ricinus communis. A dose of purified ricin powder the size of a few grains of table salt can kill an adult human

 

[Sherri]

Ok, just looked it up

Ricin is a lectin and a highly potent toxin produced in the seeds of the castor oil plant, Ricinus communis. A dose of purified ricin powder the size of a few grains of table salt can kill an adult human

Yes I Googled that also and that's what it says. But he also took that 2 days ago. I just hope he doesn't suffer.

 

[Leiden]

Yes I Googled that also and that's what it says. But he also took that 2 days ago. I just hope he doesn't suffer.

I really hope not too

 

[Spitfire]

Ok so the SN didn't arrive, have taken the risky way out. Now just have to wait 5 days to see if works or not. I can't be this cursed being unlucky surely

Please take this for what it is worth.

If it gets to be too much for you, you can always go to the hospital. I am not saying to be saved, but to go for relief. If you start suffering with suffocation, they can intubate you and put you to sleep in a medical coma.

I do not think the hospital would be able to save you? They can only provide supportive care and there is no antidote. If the effects become too much to handle they could help you to be more comfortable though.

I am sorry to be speaking like this, as I am unfamiliar with basically everything about this method. I am worried for you and this is what came to mind to say.

I will be hoping for the best for you and I am really sorry Gromit.

 

[justsad&done]

This is so sad and I just truly hope the pain is minimal and the peace comes very soon.

 

[Ghost2211]

Ah, took the seed route huh? Rosary peas? I hope things go ok for you, and honestly if the SN shows up it's still an option.

Please take this for what it is worth.

If it gets to be too much for you, you can always go to the hospital. I am not saying to be saved, but to go for relief. If you start suffering with suffocation, they can intubate you and put you to sleep in a medical coma.

I do not think the hospital would be able to save you? They can only provide supportive care and there is no antidote. If the effects become too much to handle they could help you to be more comfortable though.

I am sorry to be speaking like this, as I am unfamiliar with basically everything about this method. I am worried for you and this is what came to mind to say.

I will be hoping for the best for you and I am really sorry Gromit.

If it was rosary peas there is nothing that can be done to stop it.

 

[KolK]

It has been nearly 2 hours, is OP still around?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Still here, no effects as of yet but onset will be about 6 hours for first signs. Will go hospital if pain is to bad but know they can do nothing now. Ctb will be 3-5 days if I'm lucky. Knowing the luck I have had in life even this won't kill me

 

[Ghost2211]

Still here, no effects as of yet but onset will be about 6 hours for first signs. Will go hospital if pain is to bad but know they can do nothing now. Ctb will be 3-5 days if I'm lucky. Knowing the luck I have had in life even this won't kill me

They can't stop it but they can make it easier assuming it's absorbed enough. How many did you eat?

 

[Meditation guide]

Ricen from castor beans? Did they taste good, were they ground up, or eaten whole?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

They can't stop it but they can make it easier assuming it's absorbed enough. How many did you eat?

Cake mush of 108 castor beans in yoghurt, all oil drained and dried the mush as best I could over 24 hours and a little warming in oven. If I can't take the pain I will go hospital but I want to sit this out as long as possible. Don't want a failure again

Ricen from castor beans? Did they taste good, were they ground up, or eaten whole?

They didn't taste to bad to be honest. They were crushed, drained and dried as best I could

 

[Ghost2211]

Cake mush of 108 castor beans in yoghurt, all oil drained and dried the mush as best I could over 24 hours and a little warming in oven. If I can't take the pain I will go hospital but I want to sit this out as long as possible. Don't want a failure again

They didn't taste to bad to be honest. They were crushed, drained and dried as best I could

Hmm, don't know if supportive care can help you survive those, it might.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Hmm, don't know if supportive care can help you survive those, it might.

Don't want to survive want to wait as long as possible before going hospital so they can't do anything, not that they can do much with ricin

 

[Meditation guide]

I had a packet of caster beans for gardening. They were large hard beans. Only about ten were in the packet.

 

[Nymph]

no matter what happens I do hope you find peaceit was nice meeting you and reading your posts but I guess it was gonna happen someday

 

[darksideofthebright]

I'm so sorry that everything's got to the point as if the universe is against you. You know that we will be here to support you until your last days, and now that you've already taken the castor beans, it might be best to just get distracted by talking to us (or just anything that interests you in the slightest) and not focus too much on what the symptoms will be like, because it might lead to hysterical pains.

Like everyone said, even if there's not much the hospital can do with ricin, they will be able to help with managing the pain, if it gets too bad. Royal Mail has been rubbish at times, so it might take until tomorrow or Monday for your SN to arrive. Hopefully, it arrives soon enough for you so you can be more at ease. I hope you can find your peace soon! I'm so sorry you've taken such an uncomfortable route.

 

[Isadeth]

I hope you don't experience any negative effects. I've never seen this method. It seems fairly drawn out :(

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I had a packet of caster beans for gardening. They were large hard beans. Only about ten were in the packet.

I got 2 different varieties 9 packets of seeds, hard to get shells off but spent a couple of days at it. Cheapest ctb ever if works