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Ashe

Ashe

Born to suffer for others
Sep 20, 2023
112
Relapse
Run the blade
Across my wrists
The thoughts get louder
All I hear is that I hate myself
So here I am again at my relapse
Tried to fix things
But the sweet sting smothers me
Push a litte deeper
See that lovely sight
Crimson running down
I hate myself
Things will never change
I'm sorry I wasn't enough
Suicidal relapse
Voices getting louder
People telling me
This isn't who I am
Just cheer up
But my tears
Fall on deaf ears
Relapse
Relapse
Relapse
Over and over again
Just end it all
Cut
Cut
CUT
DEEPER
END IT
I was doomed from the start
Lost in my own despair
So why don't you help me
Escape it all
I just want my peace
 
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