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DiscussionSuicide reason in one sentence only- go...
Thread starterMeltingHeart
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This is my first post here.
I'm lost on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams....nothing left to live for.
Maybe some of you know that painting called "Boulevard of Broken dreams" of James Dean by Helnwein....that could be me.
This is my first post here.
I'm lost on the Boulevard of Broken Dreams....nothing left to live for.
Maybe some of you know that painting called "Boulevard of Broken dreams" of James Dean by Helnwein....that could be me.
For me- Given my age, I have assessed all that my life has been (plenty of good- but so many struggles) against how I have been feeling every single day for a year now & what my life could be in the future: I've done the 'calculations' for the potential of leading a satisfactory life for the rest of my days-and I don't like the conclusion. I think that is basically a one sentence summation - you?
Worked all my life and too much in debt to retire and debts will cancel upon my death and kids will get life insurance
Shit, I really don't want to die!!!
Deep sense of longing to belong, love and be loved, but knowing that it is out of reach, with isolation, loneliness and rage being my companions - suicide is a permanent solution to the permanent problem which is me.
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Abusive family, abusive ex (who I truly believe was the love of my life and I could never love anyone the same way again), crippling loneliness, being a failure going nowhere in life, having nothing and no one to live for.
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