I feel like I am cursed. I've had depression for as long as I can remember & my life circumstances just make it all even worse. I am 43 & never been married when all I want is to love someone who loves me back. Both my parents have passed away along with my sister. I am alone all the time. My last boyfriend was violent with me. My financial situation is horrible & my car has a a bunch of things that need to be fixed but I can't afford it. I owe alot on student loans & they are garnishing my wages. My life just keeps getting worse & worse. To sum up in 1 sentence: I am cursed.