
spectraltease
When everything is lost everything is found
- Sep 23, 2022
- 317
I know I cant die yet but still of course I think about it. I think im not the only one, who always thinks about suicide and methods.
What I have to choose from is: Hanging, jumping and train decapitation.
Hanging is very common here, the most suicides are committed with hanging.
I dont like hanging, I saw pictures of people and I don't like the look of them, I dont know. And I couldn't hang myself in my apartment, so I had to go in the woods and I could be 'saved'. Overkill? No. Working rate: 6.5/10
Jumping is possible but I don't have high buildings or bridges in my area, I would have to travel like 3h to a tall bridge and I dont like that my body gets spread out on the ground. Overlkill? Yes. Working rate 9.9/10
Last is train decapitation. Sec common suicide method in my country and many say its too dangerous. I can understand that, because many survive and live their life as a vegetable. But besides jumping, its my favorite. Overkill? Yes. Working rate 9/10
What I have to choose from is: Hanging, jumping and train decapitation.
Hanging is very common here, the most suicides are committed with hanging.
I dont like hanging, I saw pictures of people and I don't like the look of them, I dont know. And I couldn't hang myself in my apartment, so I had to go in the woods and I could be 'saved'. Overkill? No. Working rate: 6.5/10
Jumping is possible but I don't have high buildings or bridges in my area, I would have to travel like 3h to a tall bridge and I dont like that my body gets spread out on the ground. Overlkill? Yes. Working rate 9.9/10
Last is train decapitation. Sec common suicide method in my country and many say its too dangerous. I can understand that, because many survive and live their life as a vegetable. But besides jumping, its my favorite. Overkill? Yes. Working rate 9/10