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snailpharmacist

New Member
Jul 27, 2026
2
I have exactly 1 chance to commit suicide. I won't do it unless I can gaurentee it will work. I'm squeamish si I can't cut myself. I'm unable to aquire a firearm. I don't know if there's a place I can hang myself. This leaves medicine as my only option.

I have more meds, but this is a list of every medication I have easy access to:

- Spironolactone (comically high amount over 10 grams)
- hydroxyzine
- gabapenton (expired by a few years)
- 1 expired oxy dose (chances of me having more not expired are slim but possible. Someone might have surrendered them to a pharmacy)
- methylphenidate
- cyclobenzaprine
- prescription strength naproxine, advil and Tylenol

I can also get access to everclear. I can be uninterrupted for days. Will any combo of these work?
 
KiraNosferatu

KiraNosferatu

His soon-to-be Guardian Angel
Jul 24, 2026
95
I have exactly 1 chance to commit suicide. I won't do it unless I can gaurentee it will work. I'm squeamish si I can't cut myself. I'm unable to aquire a firearm. I don't know if there's a place I can hang myself. This leaves medicine as my only option.

I have more meds, but this is a list of every medication I have easy access to:

- Spironolactone (comically high amount over 10 grams)
- hydroxyzine
- gabapenton (expired by a few years)
- 1 expired oxy dose (chances of me having more not expired are slim but possible. Someone might have surrendered them to a pharmacy)
- methylphenidate
- cyclobenzaprine
- prescription strength naproxine, advil and Tylenol

I can also get access to everclear. I can be uninterrupted for days. Will any combo of these work?
this seems like a waste. just get yourself fent or something.
a little fairy told me you can just take fent and then make yourself pass out with chloroform.
or just order SN if you can...
and you still have the option of jumping or train. please don't just take drugs hoping to die, nothing will happen at best, and at worst you'll have brain damage and be in a worse place than before..
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,699

 
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snailpharmacist

New Member
Jul 27, 2026
2
I can't aquire drugs illegally. I have nothing against people who do, but I'm the kind if person who's gaurenteed to get caught on my first attempt.


I read those. I thought the mix of pain stuff and adhd stuff might increase my odds. And the size of the blood pressure med stockpile.
 
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brokennsad

Student
Jul 17, 2026
116
I have exactly 1 chance to commit suicide. I won't do it unless I can gaurentee it will work. I'm squeamish si I can't cut myself. I'm unable to aquire a firearm. I don't know if there's a place I can hang myself. This leaves medicine as my only option.

I have more meds, but this is a list of every medication I have easy access to:

- Spironolactone (comically high amount over 10 grams)
- hydroxyzine
- gabapenton (expired by a few years)
- 1 expired oxy dose (chances of me having more not expired are slim but possible. Someone might have surrendered them to a pharmacy)
- methylphenidate
- cyclobenzaprine
- prescription strength naproxine, advil and Tylenol

I can also get access to everclear. I can be uninterrupted for days. Will any combo of these work?
Doubt it greatly
 

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