Method My one chance

[snailpharmacist]

I have exactly 1 chance to commit suicide. I won't do it unless I can gaurentee it will work. I'm squeamish si I can't cut myself. I'm unable to aquire a firearm. I don't know if there's a place I can hang myself. This leaves medicine as my only option.

I have more meds, but this is a list of every medication I have easy access to:

- Spironolactone (comically high amount over 10 grams)
- hydroxyzine
- gabapenton (expired by a few years)
- 1 expired oxy dose (chances of me having more not expired are slim but possible. Someone might have surrendered them to a pharmacy)
- methylphenidate
- cyclobenzaprine
- prescription strength naproxine, advil and Tylenol

I can also get access to everclear. I can be uninterrupted for days. Will any combo of these work?

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

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[snailpharmacist]

I can't aquire drugs illegally. I have nothing against people who do, but I'm the kind if person who's gaurenteed to get caught on my first attempt.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

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I read those. I thought the mix of pain stuff and adhd stuff might increase my odds. And the size of the blood pressure med stockpile.

 

[brokennsad]

I have exactly 1 chance to commit suicide. I won't do it unless I can gaurentee it will work. I'm squeamish si I can't cut myself. I'm unable to aquire a firearm. I don't know if there's a place I can hang myself. This leaves medicine as my only option.

I have more meds, but this is a list of every medication I have easy access to:

- Spironolactone (comically high amount over 10 grams)
- hydroxyzine
- gabapenton (expired by a few years)
- 1 expired oxy dose (chances of me having more not expired are slim but possible. Someone might have surrendered them to a pharmacy)
- methylphenidate
- cyclobenzaprine
- prescription strength naproxine, advil and Tylenol

I can also get access to everclear. I can be uninterrupted for days. Will any combo of these work?

Doubt it greatly

 

[snailpharmacist]

I found 50 mg of unexpired oxy. How about snorting that and drinking everclear?

 

[never mind me]

50mg Oxycodon is nothing for ctb purposes. I doubt that it will make any difference.

 

[snailpharmacist]

In that case, do u think I could go to a shooting range with a long gun and use that? In NY, all that's needed to shoot a long gun at a shooting range when u rent the gun is a background check as far as i can tell. I have some fine and gross motor skill problems but it seems like no one would try to wrestle the gun away from me out of fear they'd get hurt. I have a wingspan greater than 6 ft 4.

I know to tilt the gun back more so I don't end up fucking up my face and living. And ik to make sure it's at an angle so I don't have the bullet go through me a d hit someone else.

I genuinely do not give a shit who gets traumatized. Dead people do not feel guilt. But would I get arrested if I fail? Ik if I fail I'd go to the hospital, but my concern is criminal charges bc im misusing a gun in public.
I still would never physically hurt anyone. Any attempts that'd cause physical harm to others are out if the question. Same with crimes bc jail is worse than my life.
To be clear, physically harming others is unacceptable and I wouldn't do that. If I stand up and aim it so it goes towards the targets that should make it impossible to hit others right?
UPDATE:
after reviewing another thread, gun range isn't an option for me. Bc of hesitation.