Suicide isn't So Easy

[health1978]

I've tried multiple poisons on myself, pills and mixing liquor, eye drops, bought a gun I was to chicken to use. I have had ill health since 2022 and my life has become worse everyday, I was there was a simple way to die. Hours are painful and i don't get joy at all. I wish this was fucking over. Has anyone else tried suicide? Did you ever come close? I wish I was'nt such a chicken.

 

[kirillbledny]

I tried overdosing multiple times, always failed except for one time where I ended up in the ICU for a few days. People say ctb is an easy way out or that people who do it are cowards, when in reality it takes an insane amount of bravery to actually overcome one's survival instinct.

 

[health1978]

What's ctb

 

[justasmalltowngirl6]

What's ctb

it's a euphemism for committing suicide (catch the bus)

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, it's just so dreadful and terrible how peaceful ways to permanently cease existing are made inaccessible, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to be free from this torturous, futile existence that just causes all this terrible suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. There truly is so much terrible extreme cruelty how humans are denied the option to peacefully cease existing and never suffer ever again, I always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this existence that I just always saw as a mistake in the first place.