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health1978

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Sep 10, 2022
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I've tried multiple poisons on myself, pills and mixing liquor, eye drops, bought a gun I was to chicken to use. I have had ill health since 2022 and my life has become worse everyday, I was there was a simple way to die. Hours are painful and i don't get joy at all. I wish this was fucking over. Has anyone else tried suicide? Did you ever come close? I wish I was'nt such a chicken.
 
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Aug 20, 2026
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I tried overdosing multiple times, always failed except for one time where I ended up in the ICU for a few days. People say ctb is an easy way out or that people who do it are cowards, when in reality it takes an insane amount of bravery to actually overcome one's survival instinct.
 
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