Suicide due to ugliness

[Ch92921]

Does anyone else's suicidal ideation stem from thinking they're ugly?

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If a man is ugly, he's going to suffer a lot because of women's rejection. No woman wants an ugly guy.

That's the reason for my CTB which will be soon.

which man wants a ugly woman?

Studies have proven that we rate ourselves far more intelligent, attractive and kind than we really are. This self positive bias makes it hard to be completely objective with ourselves.

Also people lie so they don't hurt your feelings. Whenever I see those 'rate me' posts online I cringe so hard. The person asking is almost always extremely unattractive yet everyone floods in offering false praise.

This studies do not include me?

 

[YourNeighbor]

Half of all people are below average looking. Ctb for being "ugly" is silly--anyone considering it should think about whether they are really here for being too focused on others' looks, or a concern over whether they will ever be with a "beautiful" person. Get off the Insta, meet people who are beautiful souls.

 

[Ch92921]

Half of all people are below average looking. Ctb for being "ugly" is silly--anyone considering it should think about whether they are really here for being too focused on others' looks, or a concern over whether they will ever be with a "beautiful" person. Get off the Insta, meet people who are beautiful souls.

Bullshit! Ugliness hurts, ugliness brings disadvantages.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

My parents had no business procreating. They are dysfunctional and I remember everything from childhood now the cops showing up all the time for physical fights. I was bullied for my head shape lol before teens. As I grew older people pointed out my nose, head shape, acne, dark circles I'm all around unlucky. Couldn't escape to the outside world and couldn't escape to uni because my grandfather said my dad couldn't afford it what was the point of having kids then? They didn't know what they were doing, there was no planning and education on their part.

I grew up poor as shit. My parents did not make a lot of money and any money they had they gave it to their cult church.

I remember getting our utilities shut off and getting kicked out from numerous places. In a 10 year span we had to move around like 15 times. I remember scary looking people coming around looking for money that my parents owed.

My parents would beat me so hard I couldn't move and they didn't take me to the hospital. They just told me to repent and pray to god to heal my injuries. Injuries that they caused. Probably because they did not want to deal with the cops and they couldn't afford medical treatments anyway.

They would always guilt trip me and say that I had it so good compared to them growing up. I swear they only had me because they needed a punching bag. I was home schooled most of my life but they didn't even teach me anything. They just left me home alone all day.

It kind of makes sense why I live as a recluse now. I am absolutely terrified of people and do not like venturing outside. I was isolated and abused all my life. This is the only life I know. Even if I wasn't poor, sick and suicidal I still lack any social skills to interact with society in any meaningful way.

Sorry for the long ass sob story. But your post triggered my childhood trauma. I just want to say that our stories are way too common on here. This is also why meaningless platitudes from normal people piss me off. They have no clue how bad life can be for some people. They just live in their nice and comfy bubble.

 

[YourNeighbor]

Bullshit! Ugliness hurts, ugliness brings disadvantages.

Of course it does. But again, most people aren't beautiful. And plenty of ugly people are very successful and happy.

 

[stygal]

Of course it does. But again, most people aren't beautiful. And plenty of ugly people are very successful and happy.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

me too. It's pretty much over for myself as I'm an unattractive girl. And people want to tell me it gets better ? Yeah right

I mean there is nothing you can do about your face. You are stuck with the one you are born with. Unless you opt for plastic surgery but doesn't always guarantee good results either.

Looks do matter. Numerous studies have proven this. Money also matters since everything in life costs money. I don't know why even on here people can't publicly admit that money and looks are extremely important. Ask 1000 people if they would rather be rich and beautiful or poor and ugly. 1000 out of 1000 people will choose the former.

 

[stellabelle]

Does anyone else's suicidal ideation stem from thinking they're ugly?

Low self esteem.
Being told you are ugly by bullies and other people might have you standing in front of a mirror thinking to yourself, "I'm ugly." This low self esteem can be so toxic. What's funny is when psych "professionals" call that "hearing voices" - but those are really just your own thoughts. That's when they toss you a pill bottle, and you swallow each one and hallucinate. While some abuser stalker rapist laughs at you after he held you captive and continued to do so.

funny thing about it.
"Ugly" is subjective, I think all people can be beautiful and ugliness is within.
His father called him ugly all the time and I thought it was just him being mean about Matt's physical appearance - it turns out he was ugly inside and out and would not stop being a piece of human filth.

so me, as an "ugly" in appearance person and a "ugly inside if provoked" person, I have learned to get over it. Remember the episode of spongebob cartoon, "I am ugly and I am proud!"? (Laughs) I'd rather be ugly than narcissistic. You can look ten different ways depending on lighting, angles, perspective, makeup, lack thereof and so on. Attractiveness is a soul, not an exterior.

Everyone is so preoccupied with physical appearance (looking disheveled isn't necessarily a good or bad thing, it's just the constant part of it that is kind of unacceptable socially) - you know. I think people are just too nit picky.
I've made a lot of money and made very little. While money is a tool, it is also unfortunately used as a weapon in many different ways. I have been deprived of jobs, had people play games and not sign my timesheet since I can pay my rent, I've had social security cards stolen, bridges intentionally burned, possessions taken, all of those things due to piece of shit abusers. The good thing is I am no longer near that. But there is still a problem, that I could not finish my education, that they stole and lied and stole and lied and stole and lied and played stupid little games. I was an adult years ago and they wanted to play greed and pretend. Pretend to make up. Let's talk about you instead of talk to you. No I swear I didn't do that. Yeah. I hope they all rot in their own misery for what they did. It's a game. The sickest game of them all.

I proved that I could do all of these things but I could not get out of abuse without finding another abuser. That's what's so sick about having a mother that had a hard on for continuing stalking, abusing, attempting to bribe, bribing rapists and bribing criminals and thinking that I wouldn't eventually catch on, I always knew that and this is why she and I could never get along and I could never forgive her or her other creep daughters. To hell with them and their little bulls hit, you give an inch and they run a mile just like the rest of these bastards.

They call it "life" or "recovery" but I've been so fucking traumatized that all of that is just a sick illusion. They were all just sick in the head and would never listen, never help, never respect, I snapped, I snapped. Do I regret it? Not really. I regret ever lending them a second of misplaced trust. Lunatics. Obsessed with destruction and bribes and arguments. Being control freaks. Lying and lying and then saying I'm so ashamed that my daughter hates me. We know why.

 

[Rational man]

Ive encountered some ugly people but i ve also met some beautiful hearts❤

 

[Ch92921]

Low self esteem.
Being told you are ugly by bullies and other people might have you standing in front of a mirror thinking to yourself, "I'm ugly." This low self esteem can be so toxic. What's funny is when psych "professionals" call that "hearing voices" - but those are really just your own thoughts. That's when they toss you a pill bottle, and you swallow each one and hallucinate. While some abuser stalker rapist laughs at you after he held you captive and continued to do so.

funny thing about it.
"Ugly" is subjective, I think all people can be beautiful and ugliness is within.
His father called him ugly all the time and I thought it was just him being mean about Matt's physical appearance - it turns out he was ugly inside and out and would not stop being a piece of human filth.

so me, as an "ugly" in appearance person and a "ugly inside if provoked" person, I have learned to get over it. Remember the episode of spongebob cartoon, "I am ugly and I am proud!"? (Laughs) I'd rather be ugly than narcissistic. You can look ten different ways depending on lighting, angles, perspective, makeup, lack thereof and so on. Attractiveness is a soul, not an exterior.

Ugliness is only to a certain way subjective. Some people prefere people with big nose, otherpeople with big lips etc. But studies have shown, that attractivness is objective.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

Low self esteem.
Being told you are ugly by bullies and other people might have you standing in front of a mirror thinking to yourself, "I'm ugly." This low self esteem can be so toxic.

funny thing about it.
"Ugly" is subjective, I think all people can be beautiful and ugliness is within.

Come on enough with the platitudes. I can't believe that even on a suicide forum people can't admit that ugliness exists. No not all people can be considered beautiful.

There is a general sense of aesthetics and attractiveness that is universal. Some slight differences may exist due to personal tastes but saying that all people can be beautiful on the inside or whatever is just talking straight BS.

 

[stellabelle]

Come on enough with the platitudes. I can't believe that even on a suicide forum people can't admit that ugliness exists. No not all people can be considered beautiful.

There is a general sense of aesthetics and attractiveness that is universal. Some slight differences may exist due to personal tastes but saying that all people can be beautiful on the inside or whatever is just talking straight BS.

I disagree not for the sake of an argument. Attraction is only so much on the outside. You know. Someone that may not appear visually appealing to the social norm is someone that I could probably at least find one or more features that are flattering. That they just are. And you know. It's not common to find a person that thinks that way. But this photoshoot imaginary appearance is just not real, and people think it's real.

all people can be beautiful or ugly inside or maybe even a balance between the two depending on the circumstances. I try to find something I like about everyone around me, but unfortunately I have seen too much shady shit. Real ass people are painted or pushed over the edge and they become discouraged from being true to themselves or others.

 

[Ch92921]

Low self esteem.
Being told you are ugly by bullies and other people might have you standing in front of a mirror thinking to yourself, "I'm ugly." This low self esteem can be so toxic. What's funny is when psych "professionals" call that "hearing voices" - but those are really just your own thoughts. That's when they toss you a pill bottle, and you swallow each one and hallucinate. While some abuser stalker rapist laughs at you after he held you captive and continued to do so.

funny thing about it.
"Ugly" is subjective, I think all people can be beautiful and ugliness is within.
His father called him ugly all the time and I thought it was just him being mean about Matt's physical appearance - it turns out he was ugly inside and out and would not stop being a piece of human filth.

so me, as an "ugly" in appearance person and a "ugly inside if provoked" person, I have learned to get over it. Remember the episode of spongebob cartoon, "I am ugly and I am proud!"? (Laughs) I'd rather be ugly than narcissistic. You can look ten different ways depending on lighting, angles, perspective, makeup, lack thereof and so on. Attractiveness is a soul, not an exterior.

Everyone is so preoccupied with physical appearance (looking disheveled isn't necessarily a good or bad thing, it's just the constant part of it that is kind of unacceptable socially) - you know. I think people are just too nit picky.
I've made a lot of money and made very little. While money is a tool, it is also unfortunately used as a weapon in many different ways. I have been deprived of jobs, had people play games and not sign my timesheet since I can pay my rent, I've had social security cards stolen, bridges intentionally burned, possessions taken, all of those things due to piece of shit abusers. The good thing is I am no longer near that. But there is still a problem, that I could not finish my education, that they stole and lied and stole and lied and stole and lied and played stupid little games. I was an adult years ago and they wanted to play greed and pretend. Pretend to make up. Let's talk about you instead of talk to you. No I swear I didn't do that. Yeah. I hope they all rot in their own misery for what they did. It's a game. The sickest game of them all.

I proved that I could do all of these things but I could not get out of abuse without finding another abuser. That's what's so sick about having a mother that had a hard on for continuing stalking, abusing, attempting to bribe, bribing rapists and bribing criminals and thinking that I wouldn't eventually catch on, I always knew that and this is why she and I could never get along and I could never forgive her or her other creep daughters. To hell with them and their little bulls hit, you give an inch and they run a mile just like the rest of these bastards.

I have a different attitude wont

I mean there is nothing you can do about your face. You are stuck with the one you are born with. Unless you opt for plastic surgery but doesn't always guarantee good results either.

Looks do matter. Numerous studies have proven this. Money also matters since everything in life costs money. I don't know why even on here people can't publicly admit that money and looks are extremely important. Ask 1000 people if they would rather be rich and beautiful or poor and ugly. 1000 out of 1000 people will choose the former.

would choose beautiful and poor

 

[ikadasui]

Yes sir! I don't look int mirrors and get nauseous if I see my reflection I'm a fucking ogre

 

[stellabelle]

I have a different attitude wont

would choose beautiful and poor

If I had to make a choice.
My appearance and exterior, would be just that. My finances would be stable, regardless of large or small amount, and that I would have a sanctuary of my own peaceful space to enjoy without intruders, thieves, rapists, stalkers, or lunatics.

I am angry because control was ripped away from me, donations stolen, education, autonomy, personal information, personal possessions, even ashes of a dead idiot that wouldn't help. You know. It's amazing. People are just that fucking selfish.

does that surprise me? No. What does? Is that everyone thought their lies wouldn't catch up to them eventually and that they would keep "getting away" with what they had done. I could not be bribed but I was physically, sexually, financially, and psychologically abused repeatedly and held hostage in my own homes. Prevented from owning or keeping transportation, jobs, and so on. Thank your idiot farm of idiots.

 

[greebo6]

Yes and yes,
Yes I am ugly (very) and yes it is the reason I want to CBT.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Being ugly can be a very good reason to for persistent suffering and so for ctb

 

[eternalmelancholy]

would choose beautiful and poor

This glib post is a spit in the face of everyone who had to grow up in abject poverty. Most people who think they grew up poor have no fucking idea what actually being poor is like. No one would choose poverty if they actually experienced it first hand.

Being ugly can be a very good reason to for persistent suffering and so for ctb

I think any reason is a good reason to CTB. After all it is your life and your decision to make. It is not like any of us chose to be born. If you simply grow tired of living that is a valid reason too.

 

[Ch92921]

This glib post is a spit in the face of everyone who had to grow up in abject poverty. Most people who think they grew up poor have no fucking idea what actually being poor is like. No one would choose poverty if they actually experienced it first hand.



I think any reason is a good reason to CTB. After all it is your life and your decision to make. It is not like any of us chose to be born. If you simply grow tired of living that is a valid reason too.

I mean it different. I meant If I had to choose to be a billionare but ugly or an McDonald worker but very handsome(model like), I would choose the later!
money<<<<looking,face

 

[eternalmelancholy]

I mean it different. I meant If I had to choose to be a billionare but ugly or an McDonald worker but very handsome(model like), I would choose the later!
money<<<<looking,face

It wasn't a choice of selecting one or the other. I said everyone would choose to be rich and good looking if it was possible. Then other poster came in and said they would rather be poor. Posts like that bother me because I actually grew up in abject poverty. No one who experienced it first hand would willingly choose that lifestyle.

 

[Robin]

Leute ihr seid alle gut wie ihr seid

 

[LonelyBrazilian]

Yes, my facial ugliness and weird head shape are one of the reasons for my anguish and sadness.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Being ugly destroys ALL evidence of human having a soul. We are simply physical beings. No afterlife. Amen

 

[Kristicide]

Everyone has their reasons for wanting to ctb. By most standards people would say I'm attractive. But that doesn't make me happy and less likely to want to complete my plan. I get frustrated cause I'm looked at as a piece of meat, maybe a notch in their belt, not the one they settle down with but the one they want to conquer for their own ego. It's an empty and lonely feeling. So on both ends of attractiveness scale I think there's a common ground of feeling unloved.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Everyone has their reasons for wanting to ctb. By most standards people would say I'm attractive. But that doesn't make me happy and less likely to want to complete my plan. I get frustrated cause I'm looked at as a piece of meat, maybe a notch in their belt, not the one they settle down with but the one they want to conquer for their own ego. It's an empty and lonely feeling. So on both ends of attractiveness scale I think there's a common ground of feeling unloved.

You are right. I wish people who are deemed less attractive could see it from the other end of things. Most are so hung up on their disadvantage that cant even fathom that it could suck just as much or maybe more in different ways on the other end of things. I have been lucky to be on both ends of this issue and see it for how it is as it affects me less than otherwise.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

How can you feel good about yourself when the body you contain is shit? I hate the gas lighting by society
Imagine feeling normal and then life being robbed from you because of acne skin condition then I was bullied into low caste and lost all social development

 

[Just_simon]

100% this!!
I know I'm ugly, I've put on quite a bit of weight,
At work I do everything to please everyone, everyone comes to me first when they need something doing because they know I'll getting done,

They also know I've had 3 failed suicide attempts over the last 4 months (see I'm useless at that too), and when they ask I tell them I'm unhappy with my looks etc.. they all say don't be silly you're fine (my brain can't decipher or accept it)

As soon as it comes to Friday and everyone is going out there is no way I'm getting an invite ever! I don't blame them tbh - I'm such a loser

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I literally hate my entire face tbh and my skin condition adds to it

 

[lecyleclec]

Well of course there are other reasons, but this is a big one for me. I do believe that I have the ability to be attractive but it would require a lot of effort, money, and surgery. I simply do not have the willpower to make myself attractive nor do I have the will to live as an ugly person, so I guess I'll die.