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Lextyle

Lextyle

Student
Apr 6, 2026
189
It would be so awesome to order hitman to kill myself
 
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lifelite

lifelite

Member
Dec 8, 2023
50
someone tried that, but the hitman was undercover cop
 
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tunnelV

tunnelV

Misanthrope is my religion
Oct 19, 2023
139
It would be so awesome to order hitman to kill myself
Supposedly the actress angelina jolie did this and the hitman said "give yourself another week to make the decision" and she changed her mind waaalaaa sounds like bs but maybe it did actually happen. I guess she found a hitman with morals and a heart of gold 😂
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

Student
Apr 6, 2026
189
Supposedly the actress angelina jolie did this and the hitman said "give yourself another week to make the decision" and she changed her mind waaalaaa sounds like bs but maybe it did actually happen. I guess she found a hitman with morals and a heart of gold 😂
*it was James McAvoy*
 
madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
570
Supposedly the actress angelina jolie did this and the hitman said "give yourself another week to make the decision" and she changed her mind waaalaaa sounds like bs but maybe it did actually happen. I guess she found a hitman with morals and a heart of gold 😂
With all her money I'd have expected her to choose any other way to kill herself but this
 
FrustratedMTFtrans

FrustratedMTFtrans

Member
Apr 17, 2026
28
I had contact in a general chat group with a woman who claimed to me that she was available for hire to discretely shoot people by contract using a silenced firearm so no one hears and her service include disposal, she said. She was doing it only in the US, not wanting to risk travel aboard with a firearm abroad or to procure one for use there.

I thought of hiring her to kill me, a hit contract on myself therefore, telling her she should shoot in my navel and/or hole, repeatedly if necessary, and pulling the trigger on some empty chambers first for an extra thrill. But she shouldn't shoot me the the face or head, I added, as I am vain when made up pretty and dressed up in my female clothing and as a woman, she should understand that request, I thought.

Then this silent assassin went silent and didn't appear online any more in the chat group. So I am not dying at her hands, a pity, as I fancied a woman killing me, as a member of the gentler sex who should have empathy and understanding for people like me who adore and like to live and behave in a feminine way.
 
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halfstay

halfstay

Member
Feb 4, 2026
58
type shit, I'd do it in a heart beat. I'd want it to be some real dramatics too, some crazy assassination that makes me look like an important person lol. unfortunately hit men are basically just myths atp. anyone claiming to offer hit man services is 1000% just a fed lol.
 

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