First things first, hello everyone, I am new to this community but been searching and involved in suicide research since 2015. I am planning on CTB this month. I work in a chemistry lab so I bought both azide and nitrite (plan before was sodium pentothal IV and then a timed release of KCl injection after like 5 minute but I abandoned it when my syringe pump was spilled with nitric acid and lost its reliability). I am planning on using Stat method for SN assisted suicide and my plan is
Long Fast (6hrs+) with 2 hr liquid fast. Only sipping water if necessary
1 hr before SN: 2x600mg Ibuprofen
45 min before SN: 3x10mg Metoclopramide
30 min before SN: Double dose of ENO
Sn- 25 g each in 100ml volumetric flasks. 1 as backup
My problem is that I want to die in my home where my whole family lives and not some unfamiliar place. I want my final moments in this home so I how much time does SN take to kill because I can be alone for at max like 8 hrs or so because I take care of sick grandpa and my sister does too so at night, after her day job, she also comes in to sleep in the same house (Grandpa is counting his last days). I will take the SN somewhere around noon and hope is I won't be found till 8 at night. Can SN kill that fast or should I go the painful azide route? Also, when dealing with SN in the lab, we always use ice cold water so should I look into cooling water before ingesting so that solution is more potent? Can I dissolve the SN in ENO since its basic and thus will have more HNO2 releasing power in the stomach?
PS: attached is the collection of the meds I sourced and the SN. Amazingly to all others, the Meds were basically under a dollar but the SN was the most expensive at 8$. Still, all expenses came out to be under 9$ so pretty okay with this
Long Fast (6hrs+) with 2 hr liquid fast. Only sipping water if necessary
1 hr before SN: 2x600mg Ibuprofen
45 min before SN: 3x10mg Metoclopramide
30 min before SN: Double dose of ENO
Sn- 25 g each in 100ml volumetric flasks. 1 as backup
My problem is that I want to die in my home where my whole family lives and not some unfamiliar place. I want my final moments in this home so I how much time does SN take to kill because I can be alone for at max like 8 hrs or so because I take care of sick grandpa and my sister does too so at night, after her day job, she also comes in to sleep in the same house (Grandpa is counting his last days). I will take the SN somewhere around noon and hope is I won't be found till 8 at night. Can SN kill that fast or should I go the painful azide route? Also, when dealing with SN in the lab, we always use ice cold water so should I look into cooling water before ingesting so that solution is more potent? Can I dissolve the SN in ENO since its basic and thus will have more HNO2 releasing power in the stomach?
PS: attached is the collection of the meds I sourced and the SN. Amazingly to all others, the Meds were basically under a dollar but the SN was the most expensive at 8$. Still, all expenses came out to be under 9$ so pretty okay with this
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