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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
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i'm starting to really not give two shits about like 3 or 5 mins of extreme torturing pain anymore,
because those 5 mins are done fast, compared to the pain i go thru every single day having to survive on this shit planet.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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This has been frustrating me for months. The tradeoff seems simple. Why can't I just go through with it?
 
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Aknu132

Aknu132

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Dec 25, 2023
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i'm starting to really not give two shits about like 3 or 5 mins of extreme torturing pain anymore,
because those 5 mins are done fast, compared to the pain i go thru every single day having to survive on this shit planet.
You are right but we don't need to suffer a lot too. We have ways to decrease the pain felt on suicide, a lot of info of methods are available on the forum.
 
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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
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This has been frustrating me for months. The tradeoff seems simple. Why can't I just go through with it?
what method do you have in mind?
You are right but we don't need to suffer a lot too. We have ways to decrease the pain felt on suicide, a lot of info of methods are available on the forum.
right. one should try to make it the way with the least amount of pain
 
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certified_idiot

Future Lost Media
Dec 5, 2023
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Even if you don't care about pain, your brain has built-in instincts to avoid pain, which is why we have SI. This is why painful methods can be hard to go through with. Some substances (such as alcohol or benzos) can dull inhibitions/anxiety, and therefore SI, but they can also mess with your coordination, making some methods harder.

So, even if you don't care about pain, your brain still does, and so you shouldn't aim for a painful method. 5 minutes is actually a very long time when you're in extreme pain.
 
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i'm starting to really not give two shits about like 3 or 5 mins of extreme torturing pain anymore,
because those 5 mins are done fast, compared to the pain i go thru every single day having to survive on this shit planet.
What's going to take 5 minutes?
 
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violetforever

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Dec 24, 2025
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this is how i feel when people mention that SN can be painful.
 
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