Story Stages of suicide

[Mary5689]

Stages of suicide that I went through

1) Shock Denial (I don't believe this happened)
2) Self-hatred (I am a complete failure, I made a terrible mistake)
3) Hope for the best (I can return to the best life I once had)
4) Depression (nothing works, I'm at the bottom)
1-4 Duration 4 years
5) It's over (preparing for suicide, fear stops, doubt, fear of death)
Duration 1 year
6) I am sure that this is the way out (there is no fear, I am not afraid of death) SUICIDE
Duration 3 months

Remember that you have little time, little patience. Do not hope, be realistic, do not endure. Suicide is the way out if you are burning in hell.
Newbies, don't make my mistakes! Hope is evil when you're at the bottom. Reality dictates. Make good use of your time. Save money, try to finish things on this damn planet. Fear will pass. You will be with God. good luck to all of us. I got to go soon

 

[FuneralCry]

I do think that having hope just prolongs suffering which is why I'm glad that I've never had any. If someone has any positive expectations for anything in this life then it's just something to lose and cause them more pain. I think that it's better to see life for what it really is. Life is incredibly unsatisfying and disappointing after all, for me life itself will always be the problem.
I wish you freedom from all suffering.

 

[actual_fox]

Stages of suicide that I went through

1) Shock Denial (I don't believe this happened)
2) Self-hatred (I am a complete failure, I made a terrible mistake)
3) Hope for the best (I can return to the best life I once had)
4) Depression (nothing works, I'm at the bottom)
1-4 Duration 4 years
5) It's over (preparing for suicide, fear stops, doubt, fear of death)
Duration 1 year
6) I am sure that this is the way out (there is no fear, I am not afraid of death) SUICIDE
Duration 3 months

Remember that you have little time, little patience. Do not hope, be realistic, do not endure. Suicide is the way out if you are burning in hell.
Newbies, don't make my mistakes! Hope is evil when you're at the bottom. Reality dictates. Make good use of your time. Save money, try to finish things on this damn planet. Fear will pass. You will be with God. good luck to all of us. I got to go soon

This is similar to mine.

Enduring without any chance of realistic recovery is a waste. Sorry to say.

We will meet on the other side I suppose