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d3adly

d3adly

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Jun 26, 2019
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Hey! I was just wondering how to go about committing by stabbing myself because Google has been very unhelpful. I've stabbed myself before but it wasn't very deep. So yeah if anybody knows the best type of knife to use and where would be the most fatal please lmk! :)
 
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WonderWhatsOutThere

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Aug 30, 2025
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I mean, the neck or heart would probably be the most effective. But if you go with the neck you'll likely slash not just the jugular or carotid arteries, but your trachea too. Which will cause you to be unable to breath and choke on your own blood. I have no idea what getting stabbed in the heart feels like, but it seems less brutal to me since you're not suffocating. But actually getting to it is much more difficult: rib cage, cartilage, muscle. There's a lot more in the way and you'll need something more piercing than slashing (and long enough too). So getting to the actually fatal part is a lot more difficult and more painful (but less suffering overall). You could also stabbed yourself in the stomach (think seppuku) and while easier to get through than the heart, you would have to cut open your whole gut and it is a terrible way to die.

Overall, CTB by stabbing is an incredibly painful way to go and I would not recommend it. Consider other methods such as SN since it's considered a peaceful method and if getting materials is a problem, rope is pretty easy to get for hanging and I'm sure there's a tall building (jump from at least 50 ft, but try to do it from 70 or above, and land on your neck, instant death) near you that you could jump off of if you have no other options.

I wish you peace. I plan to leave soon myself :heart:
 
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d3adly

d3adly

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Jun 26, 2019
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I mean, the neck or heart would probably be the most effective. But if you go with the neck you'll likely slash not just the jugular or carotid arteries, but your trachea too. Which will cause you to be unable to breath and choke on your own blood. I have no idea what getting stabbed in the heart feels like, but it seems less brutal to me since you're not suffocating. But actually getting to it is much more difficult: rib cage, cartilage, muscle. There's a lot more in the way and you'll need something more piercing than slashing (and long enough too). So getting to the actually fatal part is a lot more difficult and more painful (but less suffering overall). You could also stabbed yourself in the stomach (think seppuku) and while easier to get through than the heart, you would have to cut open your whole gut and it is a terrible way to die.

Overall, CTB by stabbing is an incredibly painful way to go and I would not recommend it. Consider other methods such as SN since it's considered a peaceful method and if getting materials is a problem, rope is pretty easy to get for hanging and I'm sure there's a tall building (jump from at least 50 ft, but try to do it from 70 or above, and land on your neck, instant death) near you that you could jump off of if you have no other options.

I wish you peace. I plan to leave soon myself :heart:
Thank you so much!!!!!!
 
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telekon

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Feb 5, 2025
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It's probably the absolute worst way to go. Largely considered a non-method and the SI is probably unbearable.
 
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SmellsLikeNapalm

You complete me
Aug 29, 2025
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I guess any knife would do the job and aiming for the heart is probably the best way to go

But I'd imagine it's extremely painful
 
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Eriktf

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Jun 1, 2023
825
hey.
stabling/cutting are not reliable at all, high survival rate, i will not recommend it.
stabbing yourself are not the same as getting stabbed bye someone else.

for better methods look here:

if you want to steb yourself then take a look here before doing it:
 
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