Games spam thread 3 (post whatever you want thread)

[N-methylamphetamine]

why couldn't I save you?

 

[crayonscrayons]

not my art but the picture is nice

 

[Acidic_Fries]

"Reality is for people who are afraid of facing drugs" - Some guy on YouTube

 

[noname223]

I wonder how many frequent readers my posts on SaSu might have. I think it ranges between maybe 5-20 frequent readers. But it also depends on how you define "frequent readers".
I think from time to time readers are the majority. And most clicks from my threads are bots and spiders. I wonder if I posted on Substack whether I could find followers for that new platform on here. My threads usually have roundabout 150 views. Though, one should not underestimate when times passes they accumulate more and more views.

 

[Lamentice]

I started retinol last night; trying to finally get rid of my acne. This is my final at home attempt to clear my skin or I might go to a doctor, but still don't have any health insurance, so we'll see. Dreading the purge, but really hoping I'll have clear skin in like 4 months, for the first time in like 12 years.

Wish me luck!

 

[hiiiii]

my family finally moved out of a house with a really bad mold and sewage problem. we've been in this new house for almost two weeks and i feel so much relief physically and mentally. i can think clearly and i'm a lot less angry and reactive. i am still suicidal but not like VIOLENTLY in the way that i was before. like i could die... or not. not happy but also not daydreaming about death by ratchet strap!


i am also really hoping to leave this current house soon and move to a completely different city on my own, but i am trying to be more grateful and enjoy not really having to pay for anything.

 

[noname223]

Holy shit I just threw up....Not sure why.

I played Kirby Air Raider with a friend online. On my Swtich 2 in handheld mode.
And I became more and more sick to my stomach. Then I threw up. It wasn't extreme but it is very rare that I throw up as an adult. I think my mental health medication functions as antiemetic.

At the evening I usually take my antipsychotic. It would be really really really bad if I threw up shortly afterwards. I notice a large negative impact on my mental health when I accidentally take a lower dosage of 20 mg a day. I am very very sensitive when it comes to these medication. And I need to take a dosage of 140 mg at the evening. And with antipsychotics taking too much is also dangerous. If I threw up my antipsychotics I would be in hell of a trouble. I wouldn't really know what to do....I could become really psychotic and paranoid. I will wait a little bit longer until my stomach calms down.

I will take a break of posting for today. I really hope I won't throw. I am not feeling well. And I am very anxious.

 

[noname223]

Happy 65.001st member Sanctioned Suicide

 

[noname223]

Sometimes I am even surprised by myself how I have all these ideas for new threads. I think my loneliness increases my creativity.

 

[noname223]

Intensive self-help group evening today. Full story tomorrow.

And something maybe insane just happened. It is not confirmed. I use a local app for dating. With anonymous posts.
I have the feeling the woman I had a very strong crush on and that ghosted me just texted me. There are some indicators she could be it. But if she notices my writing she will most likely ghost me again. But I have to emphasite nothing confirmed yet.

 

[Minfilia]

heard scary sounds from my laundry machine i hope it didnt break