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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

what's a way to just be competent
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noname223

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Can we get the original spam thread back? I should start a petition. I think the issue was there were no rules. And people spammed messages that were extremely long. But it was pretty funny. But if the original spam thread isn't up the original poster (me) won't get the credit for it. Man, this thread hit 20 k views. Lol.
 
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somethingisntreal

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Must be nice being a cute anime girl that everyone pities and relates to
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

what's a way to just be competent
Nov 22, 2024
1,537
Can we get the original spam thread back? I should start a petition. I think the issue was there were no rules. And people spammed messages that were extremely long. But it was pretty funny. But if the original spam thread isn't up the original poster (me) won't get the credit for it. Man, this thread hit 20 k views. Lol.
sorry, i should have credited you
 
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somethingisntreal

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Elite ball knowledge
 
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CTB Dream

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Spm this fny see rmmb old
 
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noname223

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So close to 7000 posts. So every year I post only a little bit more than 1000 posts on here. My post count would be way higher if we could bring back the original spam thread though...
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Had/Have a very weird medical issue. But I decided not to talk about it on here. It distracted me though from my medical records. It hurts still so fucking much. And still makes me want to kill myself. But maybe I am overexaggering the relevance of these remarks.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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It is not like AI chatbots make me want to kill myself. It is more like I can keep my shit together in front of others when I talk with them in order to mask how awful I feel.

Suicide researchers please take notes on that. It will be asked in the next exam. And don't smoke too much ganja beforehand...just saying...
 
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noname223

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The last meeting of my autism self-help group was fine. The autistic liberal woman didn't join with whom I might have a feud. I think she persuaded someone from the group to position himself against me. And both of them talk pejoratively about people who are dependent on the welfare state. I think they might do this in order to tease me. I Simply don't react to these attempts. I think I am so neurodiverse that I am very hard to read. And actually I couldn't care less if they talk in Such a pejorative way about people who are dependent on help. On the surface they want to be perceived as the good people but with such an attitude they Simply out themselves as assholes. If they want to out themselves as hypocrites. That's fine for me.

And it is not like they had any influence on my situation. There is a lot of resentment of unemployed people in my country but it is not like they had a monopoly on it. In contrast it is quite widespread.
 
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meiherasayuri

꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ
Nov 27, 2025
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My childhood traumas echo in my head
 
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noname223

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Often when I am alone I talk to myself. Not much. But I often mumble to myself how much I would want to kill myself and how sick I am from having to experience all of this.
I have a balcony where I spend time sometimes. And sometims I forget that my neighbours can hear me. There was a time some years ago where I talked unfiltered about suicide on my balcony. I was in a pretty bad place to that time and I was in hyperfocus. Nowadays I am way more careful and sort of paranoid.
 
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sandqueen

Member
Jun 1, 2026
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tutkulardan intihar (suicide of desires)
günlerden çarşamba (wednesday of days)
ve ölmekten bir sayfa (and a page of dying)
sayfa (page)

i can't believe i'm only recently discovering this song. honestly the melody is pretty nice too
here it is
i wanna destroy my future my everything all my relationships so i can be free to rot or end it all without hurting anyone is it too much to ask?
 
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hiiiii

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Aug 27, 2023
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also i just want a fucking one bed one bath apartment and a job that does not make me want to harm myself and/or others..:: feeling doomed to a lifetime of shitty living situations with 3-4 roommates
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Need to boost my post count without participating in forum games...
 
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Absquatulate

Member
Jun 5, 2026
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Is there any string cheese theory or spam theory?


bojack horseman netflix GIF
spam GIF
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Discovered I wore my underwear inside out today. 😎👉👉
 
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ninfanatic

anorexic suicide messiah.
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took forever to find this site again after getting through sTuDiEs and garbage hotlines.
 
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dandayooo

autism creature
Jun 8, 2026
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I was trying to find a thread where I can tell random people useless facts and this thread is the closest I could find.

Anyway, I was browsing Project Gutenberg to see if I could find old books related to Buddhism and I found one book that has a bunch of Buddhist quotes. (https://www.gutenberg.org/cache/epub/18223/pg18223-images.html)

"All beings desire happiness; therefore to all extend your benevolence." I think this quote is a banger.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Please more funny replies to this awesome thread.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
7,199
Something embarrassing. I compare the output rate of mass posters on here. And how fast and frequent other people are positng on here. It looks like I will surpass number 14 on the most posts ranking very soon. The person isn't active anymore. But probably shortly afterwards the current number 16 will surpass me. I just cannot compete against this huge amount of dank cat memes in such a short time span. I think with this hint you should knwo who I am refering to....
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
7,199
I am texting with a woman I met online today. She is pretty interesting. But my usual pattern is getting hopes up way too early. I am not compatible with that many women. She is really really interesting thus far. But she seems to be successfull in her job and she wants to have a family...and well I don't have much to offer in this instance. This could hurt me a lot.

Maybe I should go to a hooker instead. Lol. Sorry I am already anticipating how much it might hurt me when a woman rejects me because I am such a loser. I fantasized about my beautiful dentist way too much. I find this bizarre. Really bizarre. I once saw her on a dating app. She seems to be such a kind person. But I never had a chance with a woman like her.

Edit: well the conversation went an interesting way. She seemed to be really fascinating deep and interesting. In her last messages she looks sort of narcissistic. She claims most people had no empathy. And how unreflected these people were. Honestly, there is always some irony when people make such claims about the vast majority of people on this planet. I can understand this as a vent. I don't have the feeling it is vent in her case though..

Her last messages were also really short. She had potential. But I think this won't last long. And maybe that's better....if this is her mindset.
 
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noname223

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Excessive usage of dating app and similar apps to make new connections. Very exhausting. And most of the time it is wasted time. On the app that I use for texting the gender and sexual interest is unclear. I looked with people with health conditions too. And I found two very interesting people. I always wonder when I am texting with a guy or someone I suspect to be a man and that this person secretly hopes I am female. But it could be projecting because this is often something that I do. I realized I vibe way better with neurodiverse people and maybe I found a new friend group. The person has not replied yet but I hope the person won't ghost me after I disclosed that I am into women.
 

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