Sorry if false alarm, about to take SN

[Tartuffe]

❤

 

[tired_and_awake]

I hope things improve for you OP. Deciding in the moment is always tricky but I do wish that the hospital is helpful for you. You haven't wasted anything - this life is incredibly difficult and I hope you're able to find some comfort in it.

 

[ranaway]

wish things will turn out better and the best will happen to you!

 

[twitchymouse]

no shame in not doing anything right now. I'm also proud of you. keep pushing and get help. you're no failure. pm if you need anything! never do anything if you're not sure. its not your time and that's okay.

 

[general bacon]

I of course don't know you, but I found this forum though a video a friend sent to me. I don't make judgements based on videos by people who clearly don't understand dark situations. So i decided to snoop around and make my own opinions. I'm not sure why, but your story in particular caught my attention. I'm so sorry things have been so hard and that life is just not good for you. I wish I had the capabilities to bring happiness to those who need it most. I cannot do this however, no matter how much I wish it. I will say though, I have had my fair share of darkness, and I understand. I am a good listener, so if you ever just want to chat, please reach out to me. No matter what you choose going forward in this life, know you aren't a failure no matter what your brain wants you to believe. Much love to you in your future endeavors.

 

[MoonlitNight]

I am talking to my wife via text about going to the hospital. I feel like such a fucking failure. But my people pleasing is continuing to keep me alive I guess. I can't hurt her.

Im glad you could find a reason to continue living life. I feel like marriage is a whole new different thing because you're sharing life with a person you love that loves you back and wants to do everything to make you happy (at least, thats how it should be). I hope you're able to tackle it together and get the support you need.

 

[VioletNight]

Hey nightmares I hope you're having a better day today. I can only imagine how hard this all was to go through and I want you to know you're not a failure and there are a people who appreciate you being around.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Thank you to everyone who supported me in every way on this thread. I wound up going to the hospital where I then was inpatient for 31 days. I found it overall beneficial. I began esketamine treatment but I don't feel better yet and I'm having a lot of side effects…here's to hoping.

 

[RichardFirst]

Good luck and rest well.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Good luck and rest well.

Thanks. I do wish I was resting eternally. But maybe I will feel better sometime soon.

 

[Letgo]

Give yourself some time..