iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

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Dec 2, 2023
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I have a list. This one is deceptive. It sounds like "take me back to the night we met" so we can do it all over again. But it's not. It's "take me back" so I won't get in that car with you which is ultimately what led me here to find a way to die. This song is not intended for my deceased husband. It is for the mistakes I made in my life that I relive in my mind, which is ultimately what led me here to find a way to die, and to be with the ones I love, my husband at the head of that table.



Add to the thread if you have some and feel like it.
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

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Jan 15, 2024
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i have multiple playlists i could link, but i decided Songs I'd Die To is prob the best to answer this question. they are not ordered/ranked in any way.
 
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iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

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Dec 2, 2023
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I'll listen to these 🤗
 
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notFeras

notFeras

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Jan 15, 2024
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Between the bars - Elliott Smith
 
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iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

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Dec 2, 2023
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omg really??? :o yayyy, i'd <3 to know ur thoughts!!
Listening now to ET. It's peaceful. I ❤️ Loathe IIRY. Added to PL.
Between the bars - Elliott Smith

Good song. 🎶
A more in your face one. There are 3 versions. This one, Papa Roach and Chester Bennington AI. The line "it all started when I lost my mother." Yes that's when it started. This hits home.

 
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Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

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Dec 19, 2023
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Right now the following:
- Binary Star
- Digging my own grave
- Slow Farewell
- Viva La Via
 
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downfall13

downfall13

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There are many songs that I love and that resonate with me, but here's one that also suits this forum well:
(my favorite artist too)
 
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NoAIarmsNoSurprises

NoAIarmsNoSurprises

soon this will all just be a bad memory
Jan 18, 2024
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komori

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Oct 28, 2023
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bo en - pale machine
bo en - my time
siinamota - 少女a
and practically any song that was around me during my childhood
 
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Neverfeltdeader

Can you hear me drift away?
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divinemistress36

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One more light- linkin Park
 
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Can you hear me drift away?
Dec 12, 2021
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Can you hear me drift away?
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UnwillingSavior

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Nov 2, 2023
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Euclid by sleep token. Someone else on a similar thread posted the video as their song to ctb to (I think?) and I fell in love with it.

edit: also obligatory to state "mr. self destruct" and "the downward spiral" by nin lol
 
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greatgooglymoogly

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Most of Chris Cornell's music with Soundgarden and Audioslave, but The Day I Tried To Live is most relevant here
 
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BlackBlood6

BlackBlood6

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Dec 7, 2023
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Don't really listen to these songs lately, but at some points in my life it'd have to be these three.





 
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natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
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One I've found recently and absolutely love
 
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tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
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Kasumi

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Mar 3, 2023
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starrchaoz

Another six months, I'll be unknown.
Nov 24, 2023
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Adam's song by Blink-182
 
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Don't know why, but I've been going through an Explosions in the Sky phase recently. Something about the lack of singing, and pretty/soothing guitar, really resonates with me. The below song I like to imagine listening to as I drift away, and the title is quite apt.
 
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iusedtobehappy

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Dec 2, 2023
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Most of Chris Cornell's music with Soundgarden and Audioslave, but The Day I Tried To Live is most relevant here
I love his voice so much! It's like the world isn't the same w/o Chris and Chester 😥
One I've found recently and absolutely love

I love this! Adding to PL :heart:
One I've found recently and absolutely love

She does a beautiful version of this one



Eva Cassidy's makes me cryyyyyyyy


Don't know why, but I've been going through an Explosions in the Sky phase recently. Something about the lack of singing, and pretty/soothing guitar, really resonates with me. The below song I like to imagine listening to as I drift away, and the title is quite apt.

Uh oh vid won't post? Can you repost?
 
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returntothevoid

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Jul 20, 2023
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i have multiple playlists i could link, but i decided Songs I'd Die To is prob the best to answer this question. they are not ordered/ranked in any way.

Yooo no way exquisite tension is one of my favorite songs I feel like nobody knows it when I tell them about it
 
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