Venting some human has the worst life out of 8 billion alive now. why does everyone think "nothing as horrible can happen to me"?

[pthnrdnojvsc]

some human has the worst life out of 8 billion alive now.why does everyone think "nothing as horrible can happen to me"?

no one can imagine how bad this person's life is .

they tell that individual and all of us that we have to be grateful for life , for a hell that's a trillion times worse than the worst hell one can imagine .

imo life and this world can still inflict torture and pain and suffering a trillion times worse than that poor individual unlucky enough to have the worst life .

imo any human or other sentient animal can fall into a trap as bad as the people who have the worst 10 lives now or that lived in the past the ones who suffered the worst torture.

i don't think anything in this evil world or life is worth even 1 second of the worst pain.

they stole all our most important rights , the right to escape or move away from unbearable pain or suffering in a guaranteed very quick painless easy way . they made hiring someone to assist in suicide a crime , same for Nembutal sarco suicide pod they made into crimes.

a human or animal brain can produce unending constant unbearable pain each second a trillion times worst than the worst one can imagine for years . this is life , and life is what they say is a beautiful sacred gift that we have to be grateful for.

1.5 million people attempt suicide every year in the US. so horrible things can happen life is bad

i don't see how other humans are not constantly afraid of living with all the horrible things that could happen.

Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering to such extents

i'm certain after my brain dies i will cease to exist forever.

this is only one reason why to me Non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss.

i wouldn't want to live or exist under any circumstance even if there were no pain , no problems no bad memories but life and this world are full of those horrible things .

i don't see a reason why i have to live another minute even if i magically couldn't suffer. however i don't believe there is any magic just trying to make a point.

i don't see how other humans are not constantly afraid of living with all the horrible things that could happen. another reason for me to kill myself asap i have different beliefs than every other human, including the above and also that i and a human are just cells a machine an animal chemical reactions a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain. it's an extreme horror that i'm just a brain just brain cells but these connect and create an illusion of a self but there is no self only brain cells. the worst pain feels real that an illusion can produce unending constant unbearable pain each second a trillion times worst than the worst one can imagine for years . how is that not an extreme horror and extreme abomination brain cells connecting into patterns creating unbearable pain that feels real even though there are just brain cells connecting into a brain, horrific beyond all imagination . a book more some things i never posted here

Eternal Non-existence is the only guarantee of never suffer extremely, never any unbearable pain , no bad problems, no bad memories. How can permanent Non-existence not be the ultimate perfection the most beautiful thing? It is the ultimate perfection to me

 

[unluckysadness]

I feel you. I think I have one of the worst lives on earth. Like every people here, I should have the right to die in dignity but I'll die alone and miserably. Exactly like my life was.

 

[LostZombie]

Our brains are programed to torture us so we can survive, until we became too wise as to why we are here. We became too smart for our own good, and our investment in having a brain has backfired. We now fight against the idea of biology, and that being a machine that makes more of our own may not have a whole lot of meaning.

 

[Ligottian]

Hope this is not OT. I came across these lines from Arthur Schopenhauer. Interesting I thought.

There are things so terrible that some people would still not commit suicide. And there are misfortunes so trivial that it will cause others to end their lives.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I feel you. I think I have one of the worst lives on earth. Like every people here, I should have the right to die in dignity but I'll die alone and miserably. Exactly like my life was.

I have one of the worst lives on Earth too

It's extreme evil that they made Nembutal a crime

Even if Nembutal were $400 that's still less than a good smart phone, car , appliance or a months food in groceries . I spend at $300 on food every week to feed this body and brain

1.5 million people attempt suicide every year in the US. so horrible things can happen life is bad

I'M in the US. I wish I could hire someone to shoot me in the head 10 times but they made that a crime too

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

it seems most people don't believe many things i do , even on here it seems also.

1. that pain is really much worse than people understand and that there is nothing worth even an hour of the worst pain . to me nothing is worth 1 second of the worst pain

2. relates to #1 but that extremely horrible things can happen to any human or other animal any day or this week imminently. ok compare having a food you like for 30 minutes eating to 30 minutes of the constant worst pain the worst torture every second for 30 minutes, like extreme suffocation every second combined with all skin burning against red hot metal every second. imo no matter how hard you try to imagine how bad that torture or others are the reality when you are immersed in the worst pain is a billion times worse than you can imagine it. so watching some shit video or eating some shit food to me is not worth even 1 second of the worst pain much less 30 minutes . what about 10 hours straight or a days, weeks , years of the worst constant worst pain? it can happen . i'm writing it so it can happen the brain is an extreme torture chamber. but imo even on here most don't see this and also the normies don't . the normies think these pleasure addictions are worth the worst torture and they think imo that nothing extremely horrible can happen to them while i think it can and there is no gurantee . the only guarantee is non-existence forever of never suffering pain a trillion times worse than the worse you can imagine or any pain,suffering , bad memories of trauma ... but they have most people thinking eternal non-existence is the worst thing and that evil life and this evil world are the best thing totally opposite of what i believe

that's just a short summary 1, and 2. but there are many more and i could write a book further explaining 1 and 2 listing all the examples of torture. but there are more and some i haven't written about 3..10 and beyond.
3. I believe i and every human is an animal, a machine., cells, chemical reactions. This makes everything more meaningless


1.5 million people attempt suicide every year in the US. so horrible things can happen life is very bad.

that's just attempts many more suicidal ideation per year . and that's with all the inventions to lessen suffering houses, AC , washing machines , cars, , refrigerators, electricity,runing water grocery delivery etc that didn't exist 150 years ago . life is the worst thing in the universe just tortures animals and humans.