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coldlittleheart

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Nov 11, 2024
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Hello everyone, I don't really know if this is allowed but I'm catching my bus soon (SN 48h regimen) and I don't really have anyone, so if someone would be down to just talking to me 10/20mins while I go through it I'd really appreciate it. I'd also appreciate if once I'm gone someone could let my best friend know that I've taken my own life since I don't have any family left and he should know (he lives in another country). I'm also willing to have the process recorded so other people know what to expect - as long as there is some type of platform where I'd be allowed to stream it and someone could save it later.

Appreciate any advice.

Thanks in advance
 
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Off_Switch

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Aug 15, 2025
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The best way to let your friend know is to scheduled a delayed text message. I hope everything goes well for you, friend.
 
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coldlittleheart

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Nov 11, 2024
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The best way to let your friend know is to scheduled a delayed text message. I hope everything goes well for you, friend.
I'm not sure he'd believe it
 
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tragicfanatic

tragicfanatic

Sunsets prove that endings can be beautiful, too ♡
Oct 9, 2025
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I'm not sure he'd believe it
if you're suddenly not replying to texts or calls for an extended period of time after the message, then he would come to the logical conclusion that it was true, right?

sorry for my late reply! i'm up for chatting a bit over text but i'm not sure how long, if you're still there.

i hope you find peace. <3
 
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lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
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Hello everyone, I don't really know if this is allowed but I'm catching my bus soon (SN 48h regimen) and I don't really have anyone, so if someone would be down to just talking to me 10/20mins while I go through it I'd really appreciate it. I'd also appreciate if once I'm gone someone could let my best friend know that I've taken my own life since I don't have any family left and he should know (he lives in another country). I'm also willing to have the process recorded so other people know what to expect - as long as there is some type of platform where I'd be allowed to stream it and someone could save it later.

Appreciate any advice.

Thanks in advance
I would love to talk with you... for your best friend i think you should schedule a message depending on what platform you talk with them
 

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