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waitupana

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Jul 20, 2018
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Any current sources that ship internationally?
 
BlackCatTalk

BlackCatTalk

StrayCat
Apr 28, 2019
198
Guys I need to know something more accurate, read the post and the posts you have written but I can't reach a conclusion, is it faster with SA? is it safer? Pain is not an ugly problem but I want it to be one hundred percent safe.
 
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Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Got mine from amazon. Haven't opened it yet. I'm also terrified of this method like I am of sn it sound painful and unreliable

Hiya, I tried to order SA on Amazon one person has it with no restrictions but doesn't ship to Europe. Any advice would be grateful.
So I managed to get this substance, even though it's almost unavailable in the EU.

It's more brutal, no less lethal but also slower than cyanide. I'm not exactly relishing the thought, but with proper preparation/antiemetics it's 100 % lethal. Or at least very close to 100 %.
I checked Nitschke's PPEH October edition. The ratings seem wrong. It doesn't seem peaceful in any way, it's easy to prepare. Speed ? For speed, he rates it as better than SN. I doubt that.

Anyway, at the risk of being repetitive I repeat the question in #71 'Could any members of the EXIT forums confront Dr. Nitschke with those concerns and post back? Would be much appreciated.'
does anyone know where @Arak bought his SA ? i guess he bought it from europe since he lives there ...i sent him a dm some time ago but he never responded to it ...

Hiya, I am also interested in obtaining SA in Europe does anyone know a supplier. There is a supplier on Amazon but didn't allow me to order..
 
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autumnal

autumnal

Enlightened
Feb 4, 2020
1,950
Could I please suggest the following points as useful additions to both the SN and SA Megathreads, to be done by the mods and/or OPs?
  1. Ensure that each glass of mixture you prepare is clearly labelled 'Poison' and that you also place a large sign next to them also clearly explaining that they are poison. You don't want someone else to later inadvertently drink the mixture, or even reuse the empty glass containing trace but still significant amounts of mixture. These smaller amounts can be especially harmful to children or pets.

  2. Ensure that the container you have on hand for vomiting is also clearly marked as 'Poison'. Bear in mind that pets will often examine or consume human vomit, both generally out of curiosity and specifically if left behind after suicide and becoming increasingly hungry. Trace amounts of the mixture in your vomit can be harmful or even fatal to pets. Ideally, complete this method with your pets locked securely out of the room, and with a warning sign on the door not to let them into the room due to poison traces being present. With people rushing in to try and save you or discover your body, pets can be ignored during the crisis and you don't want them being placed at risk.

  3. Ensure that your remaining supply of SN/SA is clearly marked as 'Poison' and to be disposed of safely by authorities, and stored in a safe place where children or anyone else cannot find it and consume it accidentally. You may even wish to dispose of the excess supply before you commit, although of course this will be inconvenient if you have a failure and then want to attempt again. Also bear in mind that friends or relatives who are shocked after your death may well be the ones to discover your supply, and you don't want them to impulsively consume it as part of their grief.
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Could I please suggest the following points as useful additions to both the SN and SA Megathreads, to be done by the mods and/or OPs?
  1. Ensure that each glass of mixture you prepare is clearly labelled 'Poison' and that you also place a large sign next to them also clearly explaining that they are poison. You don't want someone else to later inadvertently drink the mixture, or even reuse the empty glass containing trace but still significant amounts of mixture. These smaller amounts can be especially harmful to children or pets.

  2. Ensure that the container you have on hand for vomiting is also clearly marked as 'Poison'. Bear in mind that pets will often examine or consume human vomit, both generally out of curiosity and specifically if left behind after suicide and becoming increasingly hungry. Trace amounts of the mixture in your vomit can be harmful or even fatal to pets. Ideally, complete this method with your pets locked securely out of the room, and with a warning sign on the door not to let them into the room due to poison traces being present. With people rushing in to try and save you or discover your body, pets can be ignored during the crisis and you don't want them being placed at risk.

  3. Ensure that your remaining supply of SN/SA is clearly marked as 'Poison' and to be disposed of safely by authorities, and stored in a safe place where children or anyone else cannot find it and consume it accidentally. You may even wish to dispose of the excess supply before you commit, although of course this will be inconvenient if you have a failure and then want to attempt again. Also bear in mind that friends or relatives who are shocked after your death may well be the ones to discover your supply, and you don't want them to impulsively consume it as part of their grief.

Wise words we only think of ourselves when we plan our final exit we plan every detail but we forget about who will discover us and the danger this could cause.

Thanks for the heads up.
Could I please suggest the following points as useful additions to both the SN and SA Megathreads, to be done by the mods and/or OPs?
  1. Ensure that each glass of mixture you prepare is clearly labelled 'Poison' and that you also place a large sign next to them also clearly explaining that they are poison. You don't want someone else to later inadvertently drink the mixture, or even reuse the empty glass containing trace but still significant amounts of mixture. These smaller amounts can be especially harmful to children or pets.

  2. Ensure that the container you have on hand for vomiting is also clearly marked as 'Poison'. Bear in mind that pets will often examine or consume human vomit, both generally out of curiosity and specifically if left behind after suicide and becoming increasingly hungry. Trace amounts of the mixture in your vomit can be harmful or even fatal to pets. Ideally, complete this method with your pets locked securely out of the room, and with a warning sign on the door not to let them into the room due to poison traces being present. With people rushing in to try and save you or discover your body, pets can be ignored during the crisis and you don't want them being placed at risk.

  3. Ensure that your remaining supply of SN/SA is clearly marked as 'Poison' and to be disposed of safely by authorities, and stored in a safe place where children or anyone else cannot find it and consume it accidentally. You may even wish to dispose of the excess supply before you commit, although of course this will be inconvenient if you have a failure and then want to attempt again. Also bear in mind that friends or relatives who are shocked after your death may well be the ones to discover your supply, and you don't want them to impulsively consume it as part of their grief.

Wise words we only think of ourselves when we plan our final exit we plan every detail but we forget about who will discover us and the danger this could cause.

Thanks for the heads up.
 
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reapandsow918

reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
So 10g-20g is the lethal dose and brutal pain for about an 1hr. No antidote if found and there's a ton of issues going to happen to you when your body shuts down. Expect diarrhea, vomit, severe headaches and cardiac issues.

Two ways you will die: with swift unconsciousness or brutal pain.

Dam.
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
So 10g-20g is the lethal dose and brutal pain for about an 1hr. No antidote if found and there's a ton of issues going to happen to you when your body shuts down. Expect diarrhea, vomit, severe headaches and cardiac issues.

Two ways you will die: with swift unconsciousness or brutal pain.

Dam.

I found SA to difficult to get hold of so went for SN which was very easy to get and I was there for two people who ctb with SN and it did seem quite painless.
 
reapandsow918

reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
I found SA to difficult to get hold of so went for SN which was very easy to get and I was there for two people who ctb with SN and it did seem quite painless.
Yes, I know that SN is a good way to go but I'm preparing for worst case scenario in which SN will be banned. Thoughts?
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Yes, I know that SN is a good way to go but I'm preparing for worst case scenario in which SN will be banned. Thoughts?
It was believed before that dicobalt edetate can be an antidote for this.
The effectiveness of this antidote has not been unequivocal.
Supportive treatment can help, so even if there is no antidote it does not guarantee death.
Though due to sodium azide ingestion our cells die.
And what is more, we may end up with brain or heart injury.
If you read about cases of sodium azide poisoning, you will find out that symptoms may differ. You may lose consciousness in 5 minutes... or may not.
So the main problem of this method is that if you ingested sodium azide, you have to wait until fainting no matter how severe symptoms are.
And ofc would be useful to read this:
 
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reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
It was believed before that dicobalt edetate can be an antidote for this.
The effectiveness of this antidote has not been unequivocal.
Supportive treatment can help, so even if there is no antidote it does not guarantee death.
Though due to sodium azide ingestion our cells die.
And what is more, we may end up with brain or heart injury.
If you read about cases of sodium azide poisoning, you will find out that symptoms may differ. You may lose consciousness in 5 minutes... or may not.
So the main problem of this method is that if you ingested sodium azide, you have to wait until fainting no matter how severe symptoms are.
And ofc would be useful to read this:
This is the second easiest poison to obtain in the States if worst comes to worst and SN is banned so just checking my options. I know this method is unpredictable but I have to check my options.
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
This is the second easiest poison to obtain in the States if worst comes to worst and SN is banned so just checking my options. I know this method is unpredictable but I have to check my options.
We know much more about SN, so I would stick to it anyway. There are plenty of other methods just in case SN is restricted in your country.
 
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reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
191
We know much more about SN, so I would stick to it anyway. There are plenty of other methods just in case SN is restricted in your country.
This is the second method I will most likely stick with.
 
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DyslexicForeigner

DyslexicForeigner

Student
Dec 27, 2018
135
Does anyone know what Sodium Azide taste like? If Sodium Nitrite taste is very salty, almost like sea water, what about SA?
 
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x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
Reading this whole thread I personally came to the conclusion that SA is too unpredictable. Not a lot is known about it, can cause severe damage and you may still survive, can cause coma, may experience extreme pain before dying, hard to get and overall effectiveness seems worse than SN.

I don't see any reason to choose SA over SN. I think we need to know more before choosing this as a method, more research is needed, while SN has been discussed much more and multiple members passed away using it.
 
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shipwreck

shipwreck

Student
May 7, 2020
155
Because of its high toxicity and tendency to explode easily, Sodium azide is a hazardous substance. Here's a link to an article where an entire building was evacuated after someone used it to ctb. Something to consider:

 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
644
Hey guys, I've read this thread but I can seem to find anyone asking this question: Can I mix SA with distilled water indoors? I have concern whether the toxic fumes is going to generate or not? Should I wear gas mask before mixing them? I asked this because have to mix them at night in my bedroom while my parents are sleeping -_-
 
nitroautnz

nitroautnz

Specialist
Sep 11, 2020
361
Hey guys, I've read this thread but I can seem to find anyone asking this question: Can I mix SA with distilled water indoors? I have concern whether the toxic fumes is going to generate or not? Should I wear gas mask before mixing them? I asked this because have to mix them at night in my bedroom while my parents are sleeping -_-

you should take some other drugs before taking you SA, I was planning on using it but it's restricted in my country. Apparently yes it can cause fume but just having the windows open should be fine, from what i found. But something extremely important before drinking it, put a note very visible for people to not try to help you because you become toxic if someone comes to do mouth to mouth or even your vomit become dangerous too.

You probably should do more research into it if you not aware of this, to make sure you will ctb peacefully and people in your house will stay safe.
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
644
Apparently yes it can cause fume but just having the windows open should be fine, from what i found. But something extremely important before drinking it, put a note very visible for people to not try to help you because you become toxic if someone comes to do mouth to mouth or even your vomit become dangerous too.
All right, thanks mate :smiling:
 
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yolo1234

idk anymore
Nov 16, 2021
19
Hi everyone, I just joined the site, is this thread still active?
 
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PassingThrough

Member
Nov 15, 2021
56
I have concerns about importing SA vs. SN.

SN is probably legal to import, buy and own wherever you are. I did some searching and found that in my country it's legal to import it up to a quantity of 1kg. And if customs officers intercept your package and are interested in knowing what you need it for, you can always say you just wanted to do some meat curing.

But with SA, I'm really worried about importing it. SInce it is so dangerous (toxic in very low quantities, becomes explosive in contact with metal) I am very worried that it is illegal to import (without some kind of license). Maybe in small quantities it's okay but I'm not even sure about that. In this case, if customs officials decide to check the contents of the package and they realize what it is, I have no excuse to give them. So I'm worried that I might get into serious trouble with the law (a huge fine, for example).

Did anyone here order SA (or even SN) from abroad and get into legal trouble because of it?
 
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Julgran

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,428
I have just compiled all the pages in this thread into a single PDF file, which you can download from this link. Any links that may exist in this thread are not clickable in the PDF file, unfortunately, since the PDF file is just a digital print-out of the thread.

The purpose of this PDF file is for safekeeping and reading later.

The PDF file is 11 MB.
 
Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
How does this one works? You swallow and you're done?
 
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Amccorm2

Member
Nov 7, 2022
46
@Himalayan from research, there are a number of methods with SA.

I've also read that pretty much every case is fatal with a few exceptions.

Getting hold of the stuff is difficult.
 

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