So weary

[Eddie4ever]

I have schizophrenia AND autism; my mother died four months ago. I have very few friends and they are scattered far and wide; I cannot simply pick up the phone and say, 'Fancy a drink?'. I am weary and I've had enough. I wish I was like that girl Aurelia Browers, or whatever her name was, and lived in a country where I might be legally '...put to sleep.'

But no, I'm stuck in the UK, where it very much isn't 'Your body, your choice.'

Oh, I've made a list of ways to do myself in but haven't tried any - apart from starving myself, which I lasted four days at - in case I get it wrong and end up even worse off than I am now.

Eddie.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I understand just wanting to be free from it all, I'll always see so much cruelty in how the option to painlessly cease existing in peace is denied with suffering seen as to force and prolong instead, it's just so horrific to me how trying to die can go wrong. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[Peter Skellern]

I have schizophrenia AND autism; my mother died four months ago. I have very few friends and they are scattered far and wide; I cannot simply pick up the phone and say, 'Fancy a drink?'. I am weary and I've had enough. I wish I was like that girl Aurelia Browers, or whatever her name was, and lived in a country where I might be legally '...put to sleep.'

But no, I'm stuck in the UK, where it very much isn't 'Your body, your choice.'

Oh, I've made a list of ways to do myself in but haven't tried any - apart from starving myself, which I lasted four days at - in case I get it wrong and end up even worse off than I am now.

Eddie.

I'm dreadfully sorry for your loss Eddie. My mum died a couple of weeks ago. That hit me tremendously hard too.

 

[Eddie4ever]

I'm dreadfully sorry for your loss Eddie. My mum died a couple of weeks ago. That hit me tremendously hard too.

She was my primary carer