annasplight
'she's being impossible!'
- Aug 6, 2024
- 82
i'm feeling a lot of grief tonight over the way things in my life are going. I guess I have good things going for me, I finally got my permit and got accepted into a really cute apartment. I'm breaking free of my really shitty relationship with my mom, I should absolutely be glad! But I'm not?
I went through a breakup and pretty much lost most of my friends because of it? They still have me added but don't talk to me. They've all supposedly hung out with my ex and checked on him a lot, but I haven't received much of anything, which actually kind of sucks now that I'm thinking about it. I knew they preferred him but not that much? I've been coping with drinking occasionally and smoking when i'm off work. I know at some point I'll have to stop, I'm just allowing a slight pity party for myself before moving on.
My family is apparently not too keen on me (according to my mother) because I 'was the wrong child at the wrong time'. That doesn't feel too great, either. It's just a lot of weird shit happening at the same time. The only thing I like about my life is my job, I get to be this really bubbly person that I've always wanted to be and I don't have to think about my life too much. My coworkers are literally my best friends lmfao, idk where i'd be without them. I try to pick up as many shifts as I can these days.
this is all over the place lol, i hope it's at least somewhat easy to read.
I went through a breakup and pretty much lost most of my friends because of it? They still have me added but don't talk to me. They've all supposedly hung out with my ex and checked on him a lot, but I haven't received much of anything, which actually kind of sucks now that I'm thinking about it. I knew they preferred him but not that much? I've been coping with drinking occasionally and smoking when i'm off work. I know at some point I'll have to stop, I'm just allowing a slight pity party for myself before moving on.
My family is apparently not too keen on me (according to my mother) because I 'was the wrong child at the wrong time'. That doesn't feel too great, either. It's just a lot of weird shit happening at the same time. The only thing I like about my life is my job, I get to be this really bubbly person that I've always wanted to be and I don't have to think about my life too much. My coworkers are literally my best friends lmfao, idk where i'd be without them. I try to pick up as many shifts as I can these days.
this is all over the place lol, i hope it's at least somewhat easy to read.
