Disclaimer:
I know some of you will push back, just remember these are my thoughts, I'm allowed to have them, and I'm just venting. Don't mind anyone talking shit I welcome it but if you get all in your feelings and say I'm wrong you can fuck off now. (Try to have fun)
So with the SN almost here needless to say I'm both happy and nervous somewhat. Most of this will be on my thoughts about the "peacefull" aspect of passing away from Sn. I guess most of this thread derived from the fact that I've been doing more research( just youtube and this thread lol) on nitrogen. Reason beeing with nitrogen you let out a gasp of air, put on the mask/bag and breath in the nitrogen, and immediately your unconscious, then Dead withing minutes. No chance of vomiting, no recollection, and no build up to your inevitable death. Now with SN as a peacefull death (Here's where i feel the pushback will come). I just feel like all the information is all over the place when it comes to things like timing of death, anti vomiting medication ect ect. Plus how many of you out there have seriously watched someone take it and die? Or how many times have you taken it and died yourself? (If you got this far humor me a bit and don't go and quote some book or shit u read on the web, bare with me). I understand there's case studies. I understand the pph sais what it sais. I understand this site exist to help with this kind of situation....I understand this but most people including myself are speaking out of pure ignorance when talking about this...I work construction, if you came on the job site, asked my boss for a job, told him you've read everybook there is on how to build a house but never worked a day in the field he'd tell you to fuck off.. granted it's not the same thing but you know what I mean...how do you know exacly what that person felt right as he or she was going in and out of consciousness, or if they felt sleep paralysis before they went out? Al these studies were done out of observations from what ive read. I'm not saying it isn't a good way to go it most like is more than it isn't I'm just saying how much do we REALLY know?.BTW I'm still taking the SN
I know some of you will push back, just remember these are my thoughts, I'm allowed to have them, and I'm just venting. Don't mind anyone talking shit I welcome it but if you get all in your feelings and say I'm wrong you can fuck off now. (Try to have fun)
So with the SN almost here needless to say I'm both happy and nervous somewhat. Most of this will be on my thoughts about the "peacefull" aspect of passing away from Sn. I guess most of this thread derived from the fact that I've been doing more research( just youtube and this thread lol) on nitrogen. Reason beeing with nitrogen you let out a gasp of air, put on the mask/bag and breath in the nitrogen, and immediately your unconscious, then Dead withing minutes. No chance of vomiting, no recollection, and no build up to your inevitable death. Now with SN as a peacefull death (Here's where i feel the pushback will come). I just feel like all the information is all over the place when it comes to things like timing of death, anti vomiting medication ect ect. Plus how many of you out there have seriously watched someone take it and die? Or how many times have you taken it and died yourself? (If you got this far humor me a bit and don't go and quote some book or shit u read on the web, bare with me). I understand there's case studies. I understand the pph sais what it sais. I understand this site exist to help with this kind of situation....I understand this but most people including myself are speaking out of pure ignorance when talking about this...I work construction, if you came on the job site, asked my boss for a job, told him you've read everybook there is on how to build a house but never worked a day in the field he'd tell you to fuck off.. granted it's not the same thing but you know what I mean...how do you know exacly what that person felt right as he or she was going in and out of consciousness, or if they felt sleep paralysis before they went out? Al these studies were done out of observations from what ive read. I'm not saying it isn't a good way to go it most like is more than it isn't I'm just saying how much do we REALLY know?.BTW I'm still taking the SN
