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Honestly,there're just not many reliable and painless methods other than N.But N's so hard to access,

One could fly to another country that N could be sent to and wait there,but no one can be certain,it can turn into a wild goose chase which adds more frustration and disappointment.And it also burns money.

As far as I've heard,with CO,the fire and charcoal have to be carefully handled to be just right.No one can be sure unless they died.

Ligature hanging and partial hanging have been proven by the members here again and again as unreliable.

Exit bag sounds nice,but it's painful to get all the equipment and the tank is too big to hide.

Even though there's uncertainty about SN,I still think it's the better option

I've already got my meto,and have ordered tagamet today,I'll try to get benzo also.I have a low tolerance for pain though,if I try this,hopeful it is not so painful that I have to call the ambulance.
 
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Just an update Virgo posted to keep it together as it unfolds. Latest is they have a handful of recorded deaths, where it was relatively peaceful which gives some hope but they need more experience reports. Depriving the brain of oxygen has been said by Nitschke can be somewhat intoxicating however is it reliable that's not clear.

The more recent video sounds more promising, with so little accounts it's not clear yet completely.

I would wait for more certainty.

Here on the form is someones account, they didn't take recommended anti emetics and did report a fair bit of pain.



 
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Honestly,there're just not many reliable and painless methods other than N.But N's so hard to access,

One could fly to another country that N could be sent to and wait there,but no one can be certain,it can turn into a wild goose chase which adds more frustration and disappointment.And it also burns money.

As far as I've heard,with CO,the fire and charcoal have to be carefully handled to be just right.No one can be sure unless they died.

Ligature hanging and partial hanging have been proven by the members here again and again as unreliable.

Exit bag sounds nice,but it's painful to get all the equipment and the tank is too big to hide.

Even though there's uncertainty about SN,I still think it's the better option

I've already got my meto,and have ordered tagamet today,I'll try to get benzo also.I have a low tolerance for pain though,if I try this,hopeful it is not so painful that I have to call the ambulance.

All these convoluted approaches ... if forum rules don't forbid me saying this : FUCK IT !
 
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A quote from @HannibalLector's post, different thread:

'
Sodium nitrite and lethal dose and reliability
"HUMAN EXPOSURE STUDIES/ Symptoms of nitrite poisoning and MetHb formation after ingestion ranged from 0.4 to > 200 mg/kg bw, expressed as nitrite ion ... MetHb formation in different cases varied from 7.7 up to 79% ... /It was deduced that/ cyanosis occurred at MetHb concentration above 10%, and other symptoms at > 20% ... /Nitrite" (toxic database)

A deeper look
"2.3.1 Methaemoglobin formation

Nitrite is more toxic to young infants than to adults, due to
the higher methaemoglobin formation in infants (section 2.1.2.2).

Accidental human intoxications have been reported due to the
presence of nitrite in food. The oral lethal dose for humans was
estimated to vary from 33 to 250 mg NO2-/kg bw, the lower doses
applying to children and elderly people (Corré & Breimer, 1979).
Toxic doses giving rise to induction of methaemoglobinaemia ranged
from 1 to 8.3 mg/kg bw (Winton et al., 1971; Simon, 1970). Several
case reports of human intoxication from high nitrite exposure have
recently been published (Machabert et al., 1994; Dudley & Salomon,
1993; Bradberry et al., 1994; Kaplan et al., 1990; Walley &
Flanagan, 1987). The toxicity of nitrite can be induced both from
inhalation (amyl nitrite) and oral intake (sodium nitrite, amyl
nitrite). The approximate intake figures were sometimes reconstructed

from residual nitrite in food products. Symptoms of nitrite poisoning
and MetHb formation after ingestion ranged from 0.4 to > 200 mg/kg
bw, expressed as nitrite ion. Symptoms of methaemoglobinaemia include
cyanosis, euphoria, flushed face, headache, dizziness, ataxia,
followed by dyspnoea and tachycardia, depending on the level of
exposure to nitrite. MetHb formation in different cases varied from
7.7 up to 79%. Patient recovered well due to therapy with methylene
blue combined with oxygen and/or ascorbic acid and in severe cases,
exchange transfusion (Kaplan et al., 1990; Walley & Flanagan,
1987). From these case reports it was deduced that cyanosis occurred
at MetHb concentration above 10%, and other symptoms at > 20%. If no
therapy was immediately applied, concentrations of 60-70% MetHb
were often fatal (Kaplan et al., 1990; Walley & Flanagan, 1987;
Bradberry et al., 1994). Another source of information with
respect to nitrite toxicity in humans is the use of sodium nitrite
as medication for vasodilation or as antidote in cyanide poisoning.
Doses of 30-300 mg/person, equivalent to 0.5-5 mg/kg bw, did not
cause toxic effects (NAS, 1981)."


Other medical source about Methemoglobin Inducers

"The half-life of methemoglobin acutely formed as a result of exposure to oxidants is 1–3 hours. If there is continuous exposure to the oxidant, then the half-life of methemoglobin will appear prolonged. Certain compounds, such as dapsone, characteristically produce prolonged methemoglobinemia.
(toxicology literature, Methemoglobin Inducers)

If you are unfamiliar with the medical term "half-life":
"Half-life […] is the time required for a quantity to reduce to half its initial value."
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Half-life

"Cyanosis is a consistent physical finding and typically occurs when just 1.5
g/dL of methemoglobin is present, which represents approximately a 10%
methemoglobinemia. At 20–50% methemoglobin concentrations, dizziness,
fatigue, headache, and exertional dyspnea may develop. At approximately
50% methemoglobin, lethargy and stupor usually appear; and the lethal con-
centration is probably greater than 70%" (toxicology literature, Methemoglobin Inducers)


Conclusion
Reason for reported failures and scoring low on Nitschkes reliability test could be that humans more effective methemoglobin reductase. I also dicovered that dapsone produce prolonged methemoglobinemia. And that "continuous exposure" of sodium nitrite could possible increase likelihood of successful ctb. And it might be somewhat difficult achieve lethal levels methemoglobin (above 70%) when sodium nitrite ingestion from 0.4 to > 200 mg/kg only reaches methemoglobinemia levels of 7.7 up to 79%.

#21 HannibalLector, Aug 16, 2018 '

Assuming this is correct, to keep it simple.

Specifically

'
"Cyanosis is a consistent physical finding and typically occurs when just 1.5
g/dL of methemoglobin is present, which represents approximately a 10%
methemoglobinemia. At 20–50% methemoglobin concentrations, dizziness,
fatigue, headache, and exertional dyspnea may develop. At approximately
50% methemoglobin, lethargy and stupor usually appear; and the lethal con-
centration is probably greater than 70%" (toxicology literature, Methemoglobin Inducers)'

To reach 70 % methemoglebemia it may take a lot. Let's keep in mind that the body tries to reverse the process.
And if the blood flow slows, so may the absorption and distribution of the SN.

If I'm not mistaken, you need to reach 100 % to block all the blood's ability to carry oxygen ?
A young and healthy body can usually withstand a lot. Then there is obviously genetic variation, the speed by which it is absorbed by the
intestines, and how effective that ranitidine/cimetidine really is. What if the stomach PH is off ?

95 % would probably kill, but would levels of 90 % kill quickly ?

There is very little reliable information. I know of at least one fake report on this website.

Knowledge is power.I'd like to know more. If <bold> is correct, it could get quite unpleasant.
 
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NorthAmericanQc

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So... How much grams I'd need of SN for my weight, 65kg, to be around 70-90%?
 
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I've been reading a bit more.

One could question is how high methemoglobinemia needs to go for a reliable death.

The other question is the lethality for humans. Animal LD50 levels are generally at about 200 mg per kg for small animals.
Question would be: what is the LD90 or LD95 for humans ?



https://toxnet.nlm.nih.gov/cgi-bin/sis/search/a?dbs+hsdb:@term+@DOCNO+757

Onset 'Hematological effects include blue-greyish cyanosis that may appear within a few minutes to 45 minutes or more after exposure'

'/SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS/ The major acute toxic effect from nitrite is development of methemoglobinemia, a condition where more than 10% of the hemoglobin is transformed into methemoglobin. When the conversion exceeds 70% the condition can be fatal. Nitrite may also cause sudden fall in blood pressure due to its vasodilating properties. These effects are reversible. The major concern of possible long-term effects of exposure to nitrate and nitrite is associated with formation of nitroso compounds, many of which are carcinogenic. This formation may take place wherever nitrite and nitrosable compounds are present, but it is favored by acidic conditions or the presence of some bacteria. The gastrointestinal tract and especially the stomach is regarded as the main formation site, but nitrosation reactions can also take place in an infected urinary bladder ... /Nitrate and nitrite poisoning/'

'Stupor, coma and convulsions in severe poisoning due to severe hypoxia. Tachycardia, hypotension and collapse may also occur. Nausea, vomiting and abdominal pain may be seen ...'
' Metabolic acidosis develops in cases of severe methemoglobinemia, especially in young infants or when hypotension and shock are present. Dyspnea and tachypnea are common findings in patients with significant methemoglobinemia.'
'' In large doses, nitrite is an excellent vasodilator because of its relaxing action on vascular smooth muscle; hypotension and shock can result. Systolic flow murmurs can be heard on auscultation in persons with severe methemoglobinemia, which can develop with too-rapid intravenous administration of sodium nitrite (used as an antidote for cyanide and hydrogen sulfide poisoning) or sodium nitroprusside (used in hypertensive crisis therapy). In patients who have inhaled volatile nitrites, transient electrocardiographic changes (T-wave inversions and ST-segment depression) might be noted'

Is anyone aware of experiences of animals put on this stuff ?

The question is also: is onset Always fast with cimetidine or ranitidine ?
 
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227
I'm really bad with math and science. I think I'll just go with the full 30g.. Or even 35g + 100-150ml of dsmo (800mg tegamet 30min prior).. Hopefully I get everything soon. I feel trapped since last week. I feel like a mice in a box that can't escape.
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

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I've been reading a bit more.

One could question is how high methemoglobinemia needs to go for a reliable death.

The other question is the lethality for humans. Animal LD50 levels are generally at about 200 mg per kg for small animals.
Question would be: what is the LD90 or LD95 for humans ?



https://toxnet.nlm.nih.gov/cgi-bin/sis/search/a?dbs+hsdb:@term+@DOCNO+757

Onset 'Hematological effects include blue-greyish cyanosis that may appear within a few minutes to 45 minutes or more after exposure'

'/SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS/ The major acute toxic effect from nitrite is development of methemoglobinemia, a condition where more than 10% of the hemoglobin is transformed into methemoglobin. When the conversion exceeds 70% the condition can be fatal. Nitrite may also cause sudden fall in blood pressure due to its vasodilating properties. These effects are reversible. The major concern of possible long-term effects of exposure to nitrate and nitrite is associated with formation of nitroso compounds, many of which are carcinogenic. This formation may take place wherever nitrite and nitrosable compounds are present, but it is favored by acidic conditions or the presence of some bacteria. The gastrointestinal tract and especially the stomach is regarded as the main formation site, but nitrosation reactions can also take place in an infected urinary bladder ... /Nitrate and nitrite poisoning/'

'Stupor, coma and convulsions in severe poisoning due to severe hypoxia. Tachycardia, hypotension and collapse may also occur. Nausea, vomiting and abdominal pain may be seen ...'
' Metabolic acidosis develops in cases of severe methemoglobinemia, especially in young infants or when hypotension and shock are present. Dyspnea and tachypnea are common findings in patients with significant methemoglobinemia.'
'' In large doses, nitrite is an excellent vasodilator because of its relaxing action on vascular smooth muscle; hypotension and shock can result. Systolic flow murmurs can be heard on auscultation in persons with severe methemoglobinemia, which can develop with too-rapid intravenous administration of sodium nitrite (used as an antidote for cyanide and hydrogen sulfide poisoning) or sodium nitroprusside (used in hypertensive crisis therapy). In patients who have inhaled volatile nitrites, transient electrocardiographic changes (T-wave inversions and ST-segment depression) might be noted'

Is anyone aware of experiences of animals put on this stuff ?

The question is also: is onset Always fast with cimetidine or ranitidine ?


Do you think the person is conscious when stupor, shock or convulsions occur?
 
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347
I'm really bad with math and science. I think I'll just go with the full 30g.. Or even 35g + 100-150ml of dsmo (800mg tegamet 30min prior).. Hopefully I get everything soon. I feel trapped since last week. I feel like a mice in a box that can't escape.

You're 65kg. I think between 15-20g would be enough for you. Can't find the post but I read that too much could be very painful.
I'm 102kg and thinking about a dose between 20-25g.
 
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NorthAmericanQc

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227
You're 65kg. I think between 15-20g would be enough for you. Can't find the post but I read that too much could be very painful.
I'm 102kg and thinking about a dose between 20-25g.

Thank you friend.
I just received the dmso at the very moment. Box not opened yet. I bet it's cristalized. It's cold outside and it was in front of the door.

Just need the SN now. Will try the dmso + SN without anti-e. It should be fine. Xerxes said it was.. Idk. I hope. If I can keep it in for few minutes, it should be. Anyway I'm not the kind of person that throw up easily. Last time is like, over a decade ago, because I was too much constipated and I had painful stomach cramps.

Even when I had a colonoscopy, I had to drink that 4L of thick salty fluid. It was disgusting as hell. But I chugged it down. Almost threw up, but nope.
 
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Didymus

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Dec 11, 2018
347
Thank you friend.
I just received the dmso at the very moment. Box not opened yet. I bet it's cristalized. It's cold outside and it was in front of the door.

Just need the SN now. Will try the dmso + SN without anti-e. It should be fine. Xerxes said it was.. Idk. I hope. If I can keep it in for few minutes, it should be. Anyway I'm not the kind of person that throw up easily. Last time is like, over a decade ago, because I was too much constipated and I had painful stomach cramps.

Even when I had a colonoscopy, I had to drink that 4L of thick salty fluid. It was disgusting as hell. But I chugged it down. Almost threw up, but nope.

You received the low odor DMSO?
I hope it will work for you.
 
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You received the low odor DMSO?
I hope it will work for you.

Yeah I received it. If opened to taste it, would it lose any of its effects when I use it later, when I am ready ?
 
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Yeah I received it. If opened to taste it, would it lose any of its effects when I use it later, when I am ready ?

I don't think so.

@Xerxes only wrote this about storage that a glass jar is recommended

Handling and Storage

...

Storage of DMSO is simple. It can freeze below 48.5F, but just placing it in a steamer or leave it in a dry place can thaw it out easily. Do not microwave. Most DMSO is transported in plastic safe containers, usually 8oz. Industrial applications use metal drums. You can store it in glass jars if you wish and it is recommended that you do. When working with DMSO, it's best to work in a warm environment. 70F or higher.
 
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I don't think so.

@Xerxes only wrote this about storage that a glass jar is recommended

It's been sent in a glass bottle, packed in foam, made for the bottle.
 
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It's "semi" cristalized. It's liquid, but the bottom half looks like crystal snow flakes.
 
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Arak

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I checked something SN H301 (toxic if swallowed), SA fatal if swallowed...
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

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it looks like the cause of death is similar to carbon monooxide poisining where the blood stops transporting oxygen aswell

since the brain and the eyes are the most dependent on oxygen it happens that this organs gets damaged while other vital organs are still intact. survivers with brain damage or blindness exist.



i wouldnt be suprised if it would be the similar cases here
 
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I checked something SN H301 (toxic if swallowed), SA fatal if swallowed...
Sn is fatal though right? I dont want to fail and I'm worried about the amazon loud wolf sn not working
 
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Kingkelly

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Will 10mg of meto and 800 mg of anti acid one hour before 20 mg of sn be sufficient? Also fasting.
 
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Will 10mg of meto and 800 mg of anti acid one hour before 20 mg of sn be sufficient? Also fasting.

For the anti acid, I know it's 30min before. For the anti e, I am not sure.
 
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One thing I'm curious about is can you get drunk then take the sn?
 
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Philip

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Will my sn be ok sitting in my mail box in the cold while I am at work?
 
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Arak

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it looks like the cause of death is similar to carbon monooxide poisining where the blood stops transporting oxygen aswell

since the brain and the eyes are the most dependent on oxygen it happens that this organs gets damaged while other vital organs are still intact. survivers with brain damage or blindness exist.



i wouldnt be suprised if it would be the similar cases here
Makes you wonder how many people here seemingly died after they took SN, but are suffering from severe brain damage or other organ damage and are still very much 'alive'.

@Kingkelly , there are no guarantees. I recommend you do your homework.
 
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Every suicide attempt got a big chance on permanent or temporarily damage. No matter the method you gonna use. Even if you take N, there is a big chance on damage if you survive it. This is why you need to make sure what you buy and use, and dont rush your attempts.
 
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SN seems to risky for my taste, a good old fashioned rope and a sturdy branch is more my route.
 
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SN seems to risky for my taste, a good old fashioned rope and a sturdy branch is more my route.
While I agree that there is risk associated with SN with our current level of knowledge, I don't see how hanging is any safer. Brain damage is a likely consequence if you fail at hanging yourself, and we can say that confidently. The likelihood of brain damage after a failed SN attempt is more ambiguous.
 
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While I agree that there is risk associated with SN with our current level of knowledge, I don't see how hanging is any safer. Brain damage is a likely consequence if you fail at hanging yourself, and we can say that confidently. The likelihood of brain damage after a failed SN attempt is more ambiguous.
Yes, but a properly done hanging with a good support, a solid knot, rope that won't break and a location where you won't be found is a guaranteed death, I'm not so sure about SN.
 
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