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Sphene

Sphene

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Nov 29, 2025
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I have access to 375mg Zopiclone and 530mg Diazepam.

I was thinking 8 hours solid fasting
30mg Diazepam a few hours before SN
2 hours without water
2x 500mg Paracetamol 1 hour before SN
30mg Meto 40 minutes before SN
Mix 2 cups of 25g SN with 50ml water and crush 500mg Diazepam while waiting.

I tried 50mg Diazepam a few days ago crushed in water, I was watching a timer and I completely blacked and had no recollection after around 40 minutes. Will a higher dose knock me out faster? I'm considering taking the 500mg Diazepam around 10 minutes before the SN but I'm not sure if it's a bad idea or not.

Not sure if it's worth doing anything with the Zopiclone either.

Does anyone have any thoughts?
 
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Sphene

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Nov 29, 2025
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Well, my mind is fried but I survived. I suppose there's a reason you follow the protocol and not be a complete dumbass like me. I took 375mg Zopiclone and 530mg Diazepam 10 minutes before I was planning to drink the SN. I passed out way before that, no idea how long I was asleep for, but my parents came over and called the ambulance. I barely remember much other than the ambulance worker telling me to keep breathing and holding my hand. Then I woke up in a hospital bed and eventually got transfered to a psych ward. They still have nutridrinks here so I guess that's something ๐Ÿ˜‚ Not the best experience overall, would not recommend ๐Ÿ˜… Now i just need to get a hold of SN Diazepam again ๐Ÿค”
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Well, my mind is fried but I survived. I suppose there's a reason you follow the protocol and not be a complete dumbass like me. I took 375mg Zopiclone and 530mg Diazepam 10 minutes before I was planning to drink the SN. I passed out way before that, no idea how long I was asleep for, but my parents came over and called the ambulance. I barely remember much other than the ambulance worker telling me to keep breathing and holding my hand. Then I woke up in a hospital bed and eventually got transfered to a psych ward. They still have nutridrinks here so I guess that's something ๐Ÿ˜‚ Not the best experience overall, would not recommend ๐Ÿ˜… Now i just need to get a hold of SN Diazepam again ๐Ÿค”
So you never ingested the SN?
 
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askmeifimatree

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Mar 20, 2025
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Well, my mind is fried but I survived. I suppose there's a reason you follow the protocol and not be a complete dumbass like me. I took 375mg Zopiclone and 530mg Diazepam 10 minutes before I was planning to drink the SN. I passed out way before that, no idea how long I was asleep for, but my parents came over and called the ambulance. I barely remember much other than the ambulance worker telling me to keep breathing and holding my hand. Then I woke up in a hospital bed and eventually got transfered to a psych ward. They still have nutridrinks here so I guess that's something ๐Ÿ˜‚ Not the best experience overall, would not recommend ๐Ÿ˜… Now i just need to get a hold of SN Diazepam again ๐Ÿค”
Wouldn't they be more wary about giving you Diazepam and Zopiclone since you tried to use them to ctb?

I'm glad you are okay.
 
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Omg that's alot of zopi and diaz!
 
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Sphene

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Nov 29, 2025
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Wouldn't they be more wary about giving you Diazepam and Zopiclone since you tried to use them to ctb?

I'm glad you are okay. I probably won't get any more zopiclone, I'll just order some diazepam of the dark web though.
Thanks ๐Ÿซ‚I probably won't get any more zopiclone either. GP's here don't really prescribe Diazepam anyway. So I'll just order it off the dark web as well. I just used the Zopiclone since I had it laying around, they didn't really help with my insomnia so I thought I could find a different use for them. Stupid idea in retrospect, but oh well ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ
Omg that's alot of zopi and diaz!
Not enough apparently ๐Ÿ˜…
 
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Jul 21, 2025
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Well, my mind is fried but I survived. I suppose there's a reason you follow the protocol and not be a complete dumbass like me. I took 375mg Zopiclone and 530mg Diazepam 10 minutes before I was planning to drink the SN. I passed out way before that, no idea how long I was asleep for, but my parents came over and called the ambulance. I barely remember much other than the ambulance worker telling me to keep breathing and holding my hand. Then I woke up in a hospital bed and eventually got transfered to a psych ward. They still have nutridrinks here so I guess that's something ๐Ÿ˜‚ Not the best experience overall, would not recommend ๐Ÿ˜… Now i just need to get a hold of SN Diazepam again ๐Ÿค”
Did you get sick at all? I don't have access to all the other stuff can I just take the SN straight with water? I have some supposedly on order.
 

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