Venting sn or wait for gun

[batmanreal]

i just want a certain death, but i'm so tired of waiting. i've failed with sn before, but i only failed because i was a very impulsive/desperate dumbass and i fumbled on just about step and aspect of the attempt. i'm still upset i didn't die, but there's no point in getting into that whole situation now.
i know why i failed, i know what went wrong, i know that shitty attempt doesn't say anything about the method as a whole, but the method feels jarring to me now. plus, attempting would still be a little bit risky in my current situation.

i can most likely get a gun in a few months—pretty much a certain death, obviously. i don't know if i should wait, though. i really can't fail another attempt, but i'm so tired of waiting.
each day, i just get worse and worse. i'm so exhausted and i just want everything to stop. i can't do this anymore.

 

[flip_bug]

The repercussions of failing with SN are much less extreme than if you were to fail with a gun imo

 

[Hiro Uchiha]

Opinion: I have SN, but no gun. If I had one, I am long gone.

 

[Galahad]

Many people have failed suicide with a gun, some have blown their faces off and lived.

It's all about the type of gun and the aim but sadly it's not guaranteed if not thought through properly.

There's a huge wealth of information here for SN.

 

[User111885]

I have no answer for you, but sorry things have been so hard.

 

[marksofdespair]

I think it depends on the person. I'd rather shoot myself over taking SN because I feel like waiting to die with SN might make my survival instincts kick in and I'd call paramedics. With a gun it would be instant but gory. SN you have time to maybe regret while you wait to pass out. If you aren't scared of that then go for the SN. In USA, guns are much easier to obtain. Just make sure you get the proper one if you go that route. A shotgun is best over a rifle or handgun for such a situation.