Butterfly-death
Death take my hand, I want to dance with you
- Apr 5, 2024
- 89
All I do is wait around hoping to die. I know I have to take matters into my own hands but I don't want to do a desperate attempt that will fail. I think if I can just wait it out I'll be able to have a better method than what I have now which is just partial hanging due to having no money and living with family currently it's hard to do any method. But I'm so tired of waiting. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. I just want to scream when I think about how trapped I am in this life. Things just get worse. I genuinely have to believe I deserve to suffer because I just can't understand any other reason for it. I know life is cruel and unforgiving but I see other people live better lives people who actually have something going for them. And even people who are also struggling finally get their escape from this life and get their peace and I'm waiting around wondering when is it my turn?
