Help SN or hanging

[Theresnoescape]

Which do you think will be the least painful?

I've never felt as broken as I do right now, things are only getting worse and I seriously doubt it'll ever get better. Even if things could get better, I just don't have the energy to keep trying.

I'd like to CTB with the least pain but also don't want the process to take too long either.

Also, how long is SN still viable after mixing. If I lose my nerve, is it wasted?

 

[ilovecats1]

im curious about this as well. im leaning towards sn though since it is pretty easy to acquire what i need here and seems less painful from what ive read of failed attempts.

 

[Theresnoescape]

im curious about this as well. im leaning towards sn though since it is pretty easy to acquire what i need here and seems less painful from what ive read of failed attempts.

I wish I had the courage for either option right now. Survival instinct seems to be the biggest barrier for me.

 

[disasterplant]

Going through the same debate right now. Have been for years, actually.

I myself am leaning (pun not intended?) more towards hanging. I think it's more fitting for me since it's something that's a bit more easier to do on an impulse, not as much prep. All you really need is a good rope and a decent knot.

 

[Theresnoescape]

Going through the same debate right now. Have been for years, actually.

I myself am leaning (pun not intended?) more towards hanging. I think it's more fitting for me since it's something that's a bit more easier to do on an impulse, not as much prep. All you really need is a good rope and a decent knot.

Yep me too I think, SN seems to take just a little to long for me. With hanging you're unconscious pretty quickly I guess.

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

Yep me too I think, SN seems to take just a little to long for me. With hanging you're unconscious pretty quickly I guess.

Yes this is why hanging is preferable given that you know how to do it right. SN is simpler but take at least 20 minutes before unconciousness and no clear documentation of how much pain from those who took a high enough dose 20g+.

 

[Theresnoescape]

Yes this is why hanging is preferable given that you know how to do it right. SN is simpler but take at least 20 minutes before unconciousness and no clear documentation of how much pain from those who took a high enough dose 20g+.

That's it really isn't it. I don't trust myself not to seek help once I've drank it, and waiting that long whilst essentially suffocating scares me.

I have everything I need for either method, but favour anything that makes me unconscious the quickest, and thus not feeling anything preferable.

 

[0dysseus]

For me it's defenitely SN, at the moment, but I if won't succeed in getting it then it would be the good ol' noose for me.

 

[sometimelater]

hang with a drop to snap your neck? otherwise hanging just seems so unrealistic & painful. i dont know

SN is good but how are you getting a antiemetic? im in the US and i have no clue.

 

[Theresnoescape]

hang with a drop to snap your neck? otherwise hanging just seems so unrealistic & painful. i dont know

SN is good but how are you getting a antiemetic? im in the US and i have no clue.

Hi, welcome to SaSu.

No drop, just hanging. It only takes around 10 seconds to go unconscious and not feel anything. As long as I'm not found too soon (which I'll make sure I'm not) it's just a case of fighting the survival instinct, which to be honest is becoming easier these last few weeks. I've never felt as low in my life and I'm seriously struggling to find a reason not to kill myself at the moment.

As for the anti emetic, it's just a case of answering a few questions at an online pharmacy here (I'm in the UK) and they were posted out to me I a couple of days. They aren't metoclopramide, but I was able to get prochlorperazine and from what ive read they'd work ok. The SN was easy to get at the time (was called DMC then) and the benzos from the dark web.

 

[sometimelater]

Hi, welcome to SaSu.

thank you friend

it's just a case of answering a few questions at an online pharmacy here

dang! i dont know if its that easy here. i really just dont want to go in some place and have to lie ha

 

[groovygoober]

I am leaning towards hanging as its pretty easy to do basically anywhere , SN is hard to obtain now and it also takes 20 mins my other option was CO tent method but it has a high chance of failing . Hanging seems to be fast and painless .

 

[Theresnoescape]

thank you friend

dang! i dont know if its that easy here. i really just dont want to go in some place and have to lie ha

I hate doing things like that too. I just googled the different uses for prochlorperazine and went from there really. It wasn't speaking to a live chat/agent type of thing, it was just the reason for wanting it and that was it.

I am leaning towards hanging as its pretty easy to do basically anywhere , SN is hard to obtain now and it also takes 20 mins my other option was CO tent method but it has a high chance of failing . Hanging seems to be fast and painless .

Yeah, my thinking also.

 

[nayomi]

why not both? they are not contradicting

 

[Theresnoescape]

why not both? they are not contradicting

Hi, welcome to SaSu

I don't think I could handle the panic of both, I can't find the courage to do one.

 

[nayomi]

Hi, welcome to SaSu

I don't think I could handle the panic of both, I can't find the courage to do one.

so i guess thinking about the methods do not really matters

 

[Charly]

You need some particular psychological traits for any suicide method, based on the method you want to apply.

If you have basic deductive skills (to figure out what the hell MiC and similars are), are able to relate with sellers and scheme things a bit, if you are a very determined and plan-oriented person, go with SN.

If you are impulsive and desperate, and do have some practical skills and basic planning skills on how to choose the rope, make an effective knot and how to use your body in order not to choke and sustain unbearable pain, go with hanging.

I tried fsh, and even that, if done wrong, causes unsustainable pain, so yeah, you need to use your brain for that as well.

If you are a no-brainer, only non methods that require no skills, like jumping or drowning. I'm turning to those.

There are no other solutions, as far as i know.

 

[Theresnoescape]

so i guess thinking about the methods do not really matters

I will CTB at some point, I'm very close to it.

You need some particular psychological traits for any suicide method, based on the method you want to apply.

If you have basic deductive skills (to figure out what the hell MiC and similars are), are able to relate with sellers and scheme things a bit, if you are a very determined and plan-oriented person, go with SN.

If you are impulsive and desperate, and do have some practical skills and basic planning skills on how to choose the rope, make an effective knot and how to use your body in order not to choke and sustain unbearable pain, go with hanging.

I tried fsh, and even that, if done wrong, causes unsustainable pain, so yeah, you need to use your brain for that as well.

If you are a no-brainer, only non methods that require no skills, like jumping or drowning. I'm turning to those.

There are no other solutions, as far as i know.

I think I need to get my plans sorted out properly, so they're ready as soon as I'm ready.