I didn't have the chance to try the taste of SN yet but I'm sure it is a lot less salty than table salt. I once made an isotonic solution of salt which is 9g/liter which was enough to make me feel really sick and it was disgusting.
What do you mean? If you mean drinking using straw as opposed to taking sips then it doesn't really make a difference. As for gulping it in one go or taking multiple sips that depends on the person i think. Whatever makes it less likely to vomit.
I have tasted sn. It is quite similar to salt in taste. In fact if not for the blood test i might have even thought that I was sold salt instead of sn. It wasn't an iffy color either it came out dark brown.
I dont know if using an straw is better actually, i just want out of this suffering before its too late and i cant bring myself to do it because of too much pain, i have chronic pain that is getting worse
Yep, my memories are very blurry, but I have these messages as a reminder. I wrote an extensive post about it on my previous account here, I'll try to find it. The account was disabled and then I couldn't recover it later so I had to make a new one when I realized that I'd lost my bottle of SN and needed a new source.
I got it from ebay, it was fairly easy to get it back in late 2020. I weigh around 45kg and I used 20g which I now realize was an overkill.
I'm planning to use somewhere between 10 and 15g this time and prepare another glass in case of vomiting. A more concentrated solution doesn't necessarily increase the chances of success as it increases the chance of vomiting prematurely.
Here's the old post from two years ago:
Failed SN attempt - experiences from the ICU and a psych ward
I first joined this forum somewhere around June 2019 but I decided to ban myself a few months later as I had already obtained all the necessary information. I now have this new account as I have forgotten the login details for the old one. I had had SN for a long time before the attempt, and I...sanctioned-suicide.net
Yeah, that's true. I would have succeeded if I hadn't been hospitalized as I barely survived even with intensive care. That was some extremely poor luck.
The PPH says "unpleasant symptoms associated with the ingestion of sodium nitrite pror to loss of consciousness can be lessened with the use of a suitable benzodiazepine drug. Drugs such as oxazepam (20x30mg tablets), Valium (diazepam, 50x10mg) and the off-licence, bromazolam (10mg), can lessen anxiety and significantly shorten the time to consciousness loss. See the Chapter on 'Supplementary Drugs' for further information."
Been thinking about this some more. Perhaps they mean taking SN alone without any supplementary meds?
I wouldn't risk it unless you're ready to go. People have died from as little as 1-2 grams.
+1
i got my capsules from a health food and vitamin shop locally, didn't even have to order them (i live in a small town too) they're just gelatin capsules which will dissolve quickly in the stomach. also, i believe laying on the right side in a recovery position is preferable as this transfers the capsules to the duodenum faster to begin absorption, and avoid aspiration of vomit. i only paid like 2 pennies each, so i got like $5 worth. i almost attempted a while back, it was impulsive and im glad another member talked me into waiting a bit till i was sober, but i made the capsules with no issue and it would've been fine had that been a planned attempt
it wasn't hard to make the capsules themselves, but seeing as how that was a couple months ago i will ditch them and make new ones when i'm ready. i bought a LOT of capsules and a LOT of sn anyways. seems like it'll really help. the ones i have are clear gelatin capsules that are very cheap from a vitamin health food shop locally. i got the largest size, so, ill weight out my sn (should be about a tablespoon, a little more depending on body) which isn't that many capsules. weight (how much sn) is different from volume (measurements of capsule interior)
I guess there is always a chance you will throw up, try to get some kind of antiemetic, there are some OTC ones available. I will be trying with just Zofran, Ibuprofen and Antacid soon.
I don't know which country you are in but some people here have mentioned online doctors consultations.
I'm not sure how I'd feel about doing it in the woods. I like nature, but at the same time it inspires feelings of deep melancholy in me and I'm not sure if I'd want to be in this state of mind in my final moments. What made you choose this way?
Just wanted to say thank you for sharing your experience with SN. I thought I'd read every one by now but I hadn't read yours! You have a brilliant mind. Are you planning on trying again soon?
Thank you! I tend to impulsively start taking meto when a strong negative emotion appears, but 48 hours is enough time for temporary emotional drives to dissipate unfortunately, which is what happened in the past 2 days. I wish I had some way of intentionally making myself miserable for 48 hours.
does that say NaNo3 or NaNo2. the first is nitrAte the second is nitrIte big little difference
I see. I'll be taking a taxi, but the problem of lying about my destination still remains. I haven't worked in a few months and my mother knows me well enough to be suspicious about any claim involving my participating in any social acitivities. I'll have to come up with a decent excuse to leave the house.
My modesty complems me to admit that obtaining meto was as simple as walking into a pharmacy and asking despite its being prescription-only in theory even in my country. Your compliments are a bit less accurate with this in mind.
Same here. I have chronic pain too. I have been wanting to ctb for 5+ years. Just wanted a surefire method since the consequences of failing are scary. I got to know about sn last year. It sounded too good since I thought I'll be able to get sn more easily than N or KCN. But i couldn't buy sn easily.
I am taking gabapentin too. Interested to know the answer to this.
I did taste sn though. Just a very little amount. Part of finger. I didn't feel anything different after that. I did feel just a bit dizzy for a few seconds but that might have just been from nervousness. Does that mean my sn is bad? Btw the blood test was dark brown though.
One way is simply to overeat. You can choose something you really like so it wouldn't be suspicious that you ended up overeating it. It will mess with your stomach so you can just ask the doc for Ae to get through it. Also for OTC you don't need to see a doc. Just go to a chemist and ask for ae. No need to explain anything either. That is why it's called over the counter. Atleast that's how it works in my country. Not sure about yours.
