Resource SN megathread

[Vegrau]

Did you find the side effects went away or lessened after multiple doses or did they get worse?

Well I did take another dose. First dose is 10mg and second one is 10mg as well. It didnt work out. Feel tired, headache and achy all the time. I stopped taking it after second dose. You can try it. If it still continue I must advice you to slow it down.

 

[Codieb1]

No, don't do this. I have seen articles on people who have been exposed to small amounts of SN accidentally and it sounded like they had a rough time. 5g will make you need to go to the hospital, but may not be enough to kill you. Either go all out with 15+g or not at all.

Why would you want to develop tolerance ?
As a two-month Google Expert, I understand that the body fights to convert methaemoglobin back to normal haemoglobin, courtesy of the m- reductase enzyme. The doses suggested for killing ourselves are what are considered necessary to overwhelm the enzyme response.
Are you perhaps wondering whether it is possible to accumulate a fatal dose in your body of SN over a period, by taking regular smaller doses ?
I am not qualified to answer that, but intuition tells me no - the enzyme will just keep doing it's job, putting you back to square one each time.

Oh, and edit - don't treat 5 gm SN as a "small" dose just to see what happens, as you suggest. Fatalities have occurred in healthy adults after ingesting 1 gm. Admittedly that is an extreme case, but IIRC 5gm was the recommended Exit dose once upon a not-too-long time ago.

Okay so the idea of tolerance is that I wanted to know which part I start tolerating. If I can build up a tolerance against vomiting and painful aftereffects, it'll make the final, large dose much easier. But if it's just the fatal part I start tolerating, that's no good, obviously.
And yeah 5g is too much, bad example. Obviously i'd start with a much lower amount and work up and see what happens. If this is strongly adviced against, I suppose I'll stick to the regime. I've already found out I can handle meto with very little issue

 

[Crystal Labeija]

My meto is taking forever and my deadline is approaching. I'm considering duck-taping my mouth and my arms after I ingest the solution. I don't care about 3-6 minutes of pain. It's better than 3-6 years of suffering.

 

[Codieb1]

My meto is taking forever and my deadline is approaching. I'm considering duck-taping my mouth and my arms after I ingest the solution. I don't care about 3-6 minutes of pain. It's better than 3-6 years of suffering.

if you tape your mouth shut you'll just choke/drown yourself to death on vomit, defeating the point of SN in the first place. And it'll be pretty horrible. If you vomit, you're better off just taking some more

 

[Crystal Labeija]

if you tape your mouth shut you'll just choke/drown yourself to death on vomit, defeating the point of SN in the first place. And it'll be pretty horrible. If you vomit, you're better off just taking some more

Defeat the point of? The whole point is an assured method to vomit. SN, given its price and availability, is pretty reliable as a vomit inducer. I don't care if I die from choking. I care about dying, even if painful. A few minutes of pain are a small price to pay for ending years of agony. I alone can't overturn 3 billion years of evolution.

It's easier than any other method I can think of. Regardless, choking on my vomit doesn't scare me, especially if it happens when I'm unconscious. The most recent PPH says that unconsciousness occurs at around 15 minutes.

 

[onlyinsleep]

As dumb as I'm being, this method makes doing stuff on a whim tough. Is eating really that big a deal if you have antiemtics+acid reducer? I can't eat for 48 hours? Or drink?

 

[Aion]

As dumb as I'm being, this method makes doing stuff on a whim tough. Is eating really that big a deal if you have antiemtics+acid reducer? I can't eat for 48 hours? Or drink?

8 hours.

 

[marriedindeed]

If you need more verification photos I can send them through DMs. Also I censor any numbers because I don't want to risk the package being figured out who I am. It's paranoia.

I did the same thing when I ordered Sodium Azide and posted about it on here.

@HelensNepenthe, can you PM me pls.

 

[littlelady774]

I'm on SSRIs for depression. I wonder if these would affect zofran, a serotonin antagonist for nausea.
What do you guys think?

 

[iinner]

Thank for all the information. I already have sn pure and everything prepared, I hope it works out.

 

[Tequilamockingbird]

The bottle I ordered from Amazon is 500 grams. How much and I much water and how do I measure? I need to get this taken care of this weekend. Thank you

 

[Codieb1]

Defeat the point of? The whole point is an assured method to vomit. SN, given its price and availability, is pretty reliable as a vomit inducer. I don't care if I die from choking. I care about dying, even if painful. A few minutes of pain are a small price to pay for ending years of agony. I alone can't overturn 3 billion years of evolution.

It's easier than any other method I can think of. Regardless, choking on my vomit doesn't scare me, especially if it happens when I'm unconscious. The most recent PPH says that unconsciousness occurs at around 15 minutes.

You definitely aren't "supposed to" die from SN via vomiting... There's plenty of other ways to drown yourself, or cause vomiting if that's your goal. Without meto, you're going to throw up long before you pass out

 

[ThriveOrDie]

I have not seen any such information. Can you share a link so I can see for myself please?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/just-drank-sn-dmso.12547/

I take DMSO in small amounts diluted with water to help absorb supplements better. I can't imagine being able to keep down 100 mL of pure DMSO along with a large dose of SN. I'm pretty sure the taste alone would make you vomit. I think the SN works well enough on it's own.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Guys i found "metpamid" Can i use it instead of Reglan or Primperon? OTC and 1$

 

[Thorn]

Guys i found "metpamid" Can i use it instead of Reglan or Primperon? OTC and 1$

Of course, it's the same chemical, with yet another brand name.

 

[Subhuman]

I'm considering duck-taping my mouth and my arms after I ingest the solution.

It will just shoot out of your nose. It burns when that happens. And you'll expel just as much SN as if it were coming out of your mouth. Seriously, don't do it

 

[Roger]

Guys i found "metpamid" Can i use it instead of Reglan or Primperon? OTC and 1$

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Poster "Renewal" has given you the answer. I suppose the description on the box, "Metoklopramid HCl 10 mg is something of a giveaway.

OTC and $1 ? That's in Turkey ?

 

[Smashingairwaves]

I am unable to find any meto to purchase, can I use cyclizine instead?

edit: I also have generic Ondansetron, which is apparently Zofran. Can I use both of these, or just one of these instead of Meto?

 

[Thorn]

Poster "Renewal" has given you the answer. I suppose the description on the box, "Metoklopramid HCl 10 mg is something of a giveaway.

OTC and $1 ? That's in Turkey ?

Here in EU it's prescription only, like everything else besides air will soon be. But the price seems about right. I have a script and it's €1.50 for 50 10mg pills.

 

[welshie84]

Found food grade SN on Ebay, is that any good ?

 

[Sunset Limited]

Poster "Renewal" has given you the answer. I suppose the description on the box, "Metoklopramid HCl 10 mg is something of a giveaway.

OTC and $1 ? That's in Turkey ?

Yes getting antiemetics is really easy in turkey. You can buy SN online also. 100gr. SN 3$

 

[Ruffian]

I know this has probably been covered here, but right now I'm too angry at life to even function. Does anyone know the conversion of 15 mg SN to teaspoons. I had a scale for nootropics, but I got rid of it in a bout of paranoia. I don't want to buy another one. Also, I see a lot of people on here who knew people who died by SN. How many just took the stat dose of meto at 60 mg? I don't think I could go through with 3 days of knowing death was imminent. I don't give a shit about EPS either. I can deal with twitching and RSL. I never understand the fears about it. What's another 30 minutes of unpleasantness stacked onto years of misery? I'll be dead for eternity, seems like a fair trade. Also, the digestive pain and vomiting, any input on that? THAT scares me. I have a weak stomach, and get bloating and other IBS shit (literally.) I'm planning on premeasures because of the body's natural response to death, but just the thought of that pain is scary to me. I'm afraid I'd end up calling 911. I talk a good game, but I can really be a pussy. I also hate the idea of leaving a huge cleanup job. I'm running out of money for a hotel, but I know places where I could sit in my car for 45 minutes without anyone caring. Cops in my neighborhood see me sitting and just spacing out all the time. I doubt they would notice I was blue from a distance. There's parking lots by the train tracks, my favorite haunts. Dream of doing it by train or jumping, but as stated earlier, I'm a big puss about a lot of things. Plus the trauma to the conductor - can't do it.

 

[ThriveOrDie]

Found food grade SN on Ebay, is that any good ?

I think you will want to check the purity. Should be at least 98% SN but I'm not totally sure about that. You can google the PPH to verify.

Does anyone know the conversion of 15 mg SN to teaspoons.

You need to measure in g, not mg. It depends on the density of the substance. In the case of SN I would guesstimate it's 4 g per teaspoon. Water weighs 5 g per teaspoon, for comparison. I think people are doing 20 g of SN now. I'm not sure about the meto Q. Hopefully someone else can answer that.

 

[Ruffian]

Thank you, @ThriveOrDie.
I was thinking impulsively, which I know by now is not the time to CTB. I need to go back and review my SN knowledge, not act Out if desperation like when I first came here. I've learned that much.

 

[Letmego. Please]

@Ruffian
Hey, i hate to see you feeling so desperate, please if this really is something you are going to do (i hope not cause i think a lot of you) then please take care & work it out properly. Sorry not meaning to sound an arse, just worried by your first post ((Hugs))

 

[Roger]

Thank you, @ThriveOrDie.
I was thinking impulsively, which I know by now is not the time to CTB. I need to go back and review my SN knowledge, not act Out if desperation like when I first came here. I've learned that much.

Mmm . . . . . . I need to take advantage of impulsiveness. I can't maintain my determination for long. That's why Regimen48 is such a hindrance to me.

 

[malummo]

for those who survived the attempt with SN. when did the vomiting start? what exactly caused the vomiting? I would be grateful for the answers.

 

[deflagrat]

More news about SN.

Exit News: PPeH Sept Update Coming Soon

 

[thrwaway99]

In ppeh it says:

The following time-line is typical:
- At 3 mins dizzy
- At 5 mins very drowsy, responsive
- At 12 mins unconscious
- At 15 mins deep sleep/ unrousable
- At 25 mins increasing cyanosis, steady shallow breathing
- At 40 mins death

Is there any proof of this timeline anywhere? At which point will one no longer be aware of headache/other negative symptoms?

 

[Ruffian]

Mmm . . . . . . I need to take advantage of impulsiveness. I can't maintain my determination for long. That's why Regimen48 is such a hindrance to me.

You're funny - thanks for making me smile. I'm the same way and it can literally change by the 1/2 hour. That was a big pill to swallow (pun intended) when I first got here - impulsiveness is not a good idea for many reasons. I struggle a lot with whether or not I belong here, as I go back and forth, but I believe now that's what choice is about to some extent. I probably have several, "Well, I'm getting better, see you later," threads. By now it's not even about CTB as much as just damn, I would miss so many people here. You are funny though, I know I've chuckled at a couple of your posts and even your Avatar is funny. I think there's even a public discourse that the Smurfs were descendants of Shiva or something?