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uniqueusername4

uniqueusername4

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Aug 13, 2023
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I got my sn. Since the sn windows are so short and it's so difficult to get, me being able to get it is making me feel like I almost have to use it.

If you were in my situation would you feel like it was fate for you to die?
 
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Coconteppi

Coconteppi

It was a cool lil place. Just missing something :)
Mar 14, 2024
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I got my sn. Since the sn windows are so short and it's so difficult to get, me being able to get it is making me feel like I almost have to use it.

If you were in my situation would you feel like it was fate for you to die?
I don't really believe in fate that much sorry! I am sure people have accessed far more dangerous methods while wanting to CTB far less.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

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I got my sn. Since the sn windows are so short and it's so difficult to get, me being able to get it is making me feel like I almost have to use it.

If you were in my situation would you feel like it was fate for you to die?
The window is not short at all. And no just being able to acquire it doesn't mean in any way that you have to use it.
 
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rozeske

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No, it doesn't mean you have to use it, and no you shouldn't be pressured in to using it ASAP just because you have it.
 
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tbroken

tbroken

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Feb 22, 2024
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Fate does not exist.
Clear your mind, get in touch with nature, your surroundings and then listen to your soul and what it suggests you.
 
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JezebelDuLioncourt

JezebelDuLioncourt

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Feb 23, 2024
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I got my sn. Since the sn windows are so short and it's so difficult to get, me being able to get it is making me feel like I almost have to use it.

If you were in my situation would you feel like it was fate for you to die?
If I were in your situation, the question whether I'm fated to die immediately due to my receiving my SN package wouldn't even enter my mind. Nevertheless, I'd probably be very tempted to use it right away as I'm feeling more and more desperate by the day.

If you wouldn't mind, kindly please PM me your source. F is my method of choice, for which I have a source. But I think having SN as a backup would be ideal. Thanks!
 
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Onomatopoeia

Onomatopoeia

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Feb 17, 2024
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If you were in my situation would you feel like it was fate for you to die?
NO! If you want to exit this world, do it. But you seem to be projecting the blame on "fate." You don't want to die if that's the case. And you should not die if that's the case.

You sound like you want social media/TikTok CTB attention. Do what you want to do. But you do not sound like someone who wants to die. You sound like someone who wants attention.
 
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uniqueusername4

uniqueusername4

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The window is not short at all. And no just being able to acquire it doesn't mean in any way that you have to use it.
I'm in the US. this last window was a couple weeks, and I generally am not on this site everyday. I only recently picked up that habit so it just seems like everything came together perfectly for me to get it
PREPARE FOR 1000 SN SOURCE REQUESTS 🙋🙏✍️
@everyone the source no longer exists. they got taken down 3 days after my order like it says in the post and I am not looking for another source so I don't have the new one!
If I were in your situation, the question whether I'm fated to die immediately due to my receiving my SN package wouldn't even enter my mind. Nevertheless, I'd probably be very tempted to use it right away as I'm feeling more and more desperate by the day.

If you wouldn't mind, kindly please PM me your source. F is my method of choice, for which I have a source. But I think having SN as a backup would be ideal. Thanks!
Sorry the source got taken down 3 days after they shipped my order. hence why it seems fated that I got it
If I were in your situation, the question whether I'm fated to die immediately due to my receiving my SN package wouldn't even enter my mind. Nevertheless, I'd probably be very tempted to use it right away as I'm feeling more and more desperate by the day.

If you wouldn't mind, kindly please PM me your source. F is my method of choice, for which I have a source. But I think having SN as a backup would be ideal. Thanks!
Why are you choosing F? Is it supposed to be peaceful? I feel like that would be fairly accessible IRL, right, wouldnt even have to be online?
NO! If you want to exit this world, do it. But you seem to be projecting the blame on "fate." You don't want to die if that's the case. And you should not die if that's the case.

You sound like you want social media/TikTok CTB attention. Do what you want to do. But you do not sound like someone who wants to die. You sound like someone who wants attention.
I guess with all the recent stuff that has happened in my life, I feel like the universe doesn't want me here.

Thanks for letting me know that though I guess...Idk what the point of dragging someone down on a website where were all already down is. I don't even have tiktok or social media, I post in this forum because other people can relate to my issues. Thanks for making me want to exit the world even more though, peace be with you.
 
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Aim

Aim

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Congratulations 🎉 must be a great feeling to have it in your hands. 🙌💕
 
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Dliena

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Dec 22, 2023
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Nice to hear and I hope it provides you some comfort and eternal peace you seek.
 
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Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
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From "everyone", sorry we didn't get your message because we're too lazy to look. Send us the source pleeeease 🙏😁


Why are you writing this, so that all sources would just get shut down more?
I would say, give it away to people that you trust, or that you have seen here for a longer period of time.
 
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Mar 17, 2024
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What methods or guarantees do you have that the sn is truly sn?

The main thing preventing me from ctb via substance is ultimately not knowing exactly what I'm putting in my body and dying in agony.
 
uniqueusername4

uniqueusername4

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Aug 13, 2023
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Why are you writing this, so that all sources would just get shut down more?
I would say, give it away to people that you trust, or that you have seen here for a longer period of time.
He's just kidding! I wouldn't give away the new source even if I had it
What methods or guarantees do you have that the sn is truly sn?

The main thing preventing me from ctb via substance is ultimately not knowing exactly what I'm putting in my body and dying in agony.
I have the aquarium test kit method written down but someone else who got from this source already tested, so I don't really feel like I have the need.
Congratulations 🎉 must be a great feeling to have it in your hands. 🙌💕
It does! I am still waiting on the antiemetic but that has shipped so we should be good to go
 
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BardBarrie

Specialist
Mar 17, 2024
300
I have the aquarium test kit method written down but someone else who got from this source already tested, so I don't really feel like I have the need.
Wow, I clearly have a lot to brush-up on with regards to the SN route, as I have absolutely no idea what this aquarium test kit method is lol.
 
Onomatopoeia

Onomatopoeia

Student
Feb 17, 2024
171
I guess with all the recent stuff that has happened in my life, I feel like the universe doesn't want me here.

Thanks for letting me know that though I guess...Idk what the point of dragging someone down on a website where were all already down is. I don't even have tiktok or social media, I post in this forum because other people can relate to my issues. Thanks for making me want to exit the world even more though, peace be with you.

You said that CTB is fate for you. Sorry, I just think that a logical fallacy. Use your SN because you want to exit this world, and you looked at yourself in the mirror and said "I need to go." However you took my comment is your business. But suicide is not a fad or something trendy to do. You do it if you feel deep down in your heart and soul that it is the only solution. Fate and convenience have nothing to do with it.

Peace be to you as well.
 
uniqueusername4

uniqueusername4

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Aug 13, 2023
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You said that CTB is fate for you. Sorry, I just think that a logical fallacy. Use your SN because you want to exit this world, and you looked at yourself in the mirror and said "I need to go." However you took my comment is your business. But suicide is not a fad or something trendy to do. You do it if you feel deep down in your heart and soul that it is the only solution. Fate and convenience have nothing to do with it.

Peace be to you as well.
Two people can have different ways of thinking about things, two separate logics and not say the other one is just seeking attention. Invalidating anyone's suicidal ideation isn't okay and I feel like anyone on this site should know that.
 
wisp

wisp

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Oct 19, 2023
65
I have my SN ready and when I'm ready I will use it. For now I take life much more lightly, any problem, I know that I have the way out in the drawer
 
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uniqueusername4

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I have my SN ready and when I'm ready I will use it. For now I take life much more lightly, any problem, I know that I have the way out in the drawer
Are you just storing it in a glass container?
 
JezebelDuLioncourt

JezebelDuLioncourt

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Feb 23, 2024
69
Why are you choosing F? Is it supposed to be peaceful? I feel like that would be fairly accessible IRL, right, wouldnt even have to be online?
I'm choosing F because, based on everything I've read and heard about it, it's fairly lethal, relatively peaceful, and I have a source for it. Yes, my source isn't an online seller. We know each other personally.
 
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