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madmanbadman

Member
Mar 13, 2026
8
Why can't they just let me get sn?
Please I don't know what else I'm supposed to do anymore.
Everything feels like it's closing in, and I'm just scared.
I dont have any value unlike my friends
it's like no matter what I choose, it leads somewhere worse.
And the other option which is ha ging it terrifies me,since i saw a friend do that method and the lost
Because like if thats the case ill probably just get three nooses so the bs is a bit quicker yk.
 
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dirkw83

Member
Mar 4, 2026
29
where are you based? And was it express shipping or normal?
 
HopelessScientist

HopelessScientist

Member
Jan 24, 2023
51
Why can't they just let me get sn?
Please I don't know what else I'm supposed to do anymore.
Everything feels like it's closing in, and I'm just scared.
I dont have any value unlike my friends
it's like no matter what I choose, it leads somewhere worse.
And the other option which is ha ging it terrifies me,since i saw a friend do that method and the lost
Because like if thats the case ill probably just get three nooses so the bs is a bit quicker yk.
that's my nightmare situation, why can't people just let us have that one last hope? :(
 
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Suizident

Member
Aug 7, 2025
58
Why can't they just let me get sn?
Please I don't know what else I'm supposed to do anymore.
Everything feels like it's closing in, and I'm just scared.
I dont have any value unlike my friends
it's like no matter what I choose, it leads somewhere worse.
And the other option which is ha ging it terrifies me,since i saw a friend do that method and the lost
Because like if thats the case ill probably just get three nooses so the bs is a bit quicker yk.
In which country was that?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,743
I understand, it's just such terrible extreme cruelty to me how these people do all they can to force others to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, it's just the most horrific world where humans have made it into a crime to cease existing painlessly, I hope you find the peace you search for, I also really wish for a poison and suffer so much from how I cannot just have it.
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
170
I'm sorry to hear that happened to you. If you don't mind, could you tell me how it was discovered and confiscated, and in which country?
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,689
Did they take it out of your possession or just block the shipment?
 

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