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retstardeda$$hole

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Jul 21, 2026
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Anyone here failed a deliberate attempt to CTB using SN.

There was a user who tested Sn to see how peaceful it was but that doesn't count
 
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NZkiwi

Member
Sep 17, 2019
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Anyone here failed a deliberate attempt to CTB using SN.

There was a user who tested Sn to see how peaceful it was but that doesn't count
Curious if anyone replies with this thread with an answer

There is an explicit sticked thread on this forum warning users not to test ingest SN

Was this something you were thinking of doing?
 
Slark

Slark

Experienced
Apr 30, 2023
205
I've seen some posts from people who survived SN, and they report symptoms such as dizziness, headache, severe burning in the throat, vomiting, and loss of control of parts of the body. Unfortunately, I don't have the links to the accounts, but those are the symptoms I remember from the reports. I'm sorry if I haven't been of much help.
 
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retstardeda$$hole

Member
Jul 21, 2026
28
Curious if anyone replies with this thread with an answer

There is an explicit sticked thread on this forum warning users not to test ingest SN

Was this something you were thinking of doing?
No I want to make sure there is no chance I survive this before attempting.
I've seen some posts from people who survived SN, and they report symptoms such as dizziness, headache, severe burning in the throat, vomiting, and loss of control of parts of the body. Unfortunately, I don't have the links to the accounts, but those are the symptoms I remember from the reports. I'm sorry if I haven't been of much help.
How many grams of SN did they ingest? This could help find the cause of the failure.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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You mean has anyone deliberately failed an SN attempt? Otherwise, SN attempts are pretty deliberate, unless they're stupidly testing it, so…?
 
Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
150
I've seen some posts from people who survived SN, and they report symptoms such as dizziness, headache, severe burning in the throat, vomiting, and loss of control of parts of the body. Unfortunately, I don't have the links to the accounts, but those are the symptoms I remember from the reports. I'm sorry if I haven't been of much help.
You are wrong in the unsuccesfull/succesfull threads most people describe mild symtoms
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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No I want to make sure there is no chance I survive this before attempting.

How many grams of SN did they ingest? This could help find the cause of the failure.
Yeah of course people have failed. No offense but ur username is checking out at the moment.

Failure usually happens when:
The SN hasn't been tested
Or
The protocol isn't followed
Or
The person is found after the attempt & they're "saved".
You are wrong in the unsuccesfull/succesfull threads most people describe mild symtoms
Respectfully, you are quite new here. Shiny & new. Read more threads on the subject and you'll learn which one of you is wrong 😂.
 
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retstardeda$$hole

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Jul 21, 2026
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You mean has anyone deliberately failed an SN attempt? Otherwise, SN attempts are pretty deliberate, unless they're stupidly testing it, so…?
No.
Yeah of course people have failed. No offense but ur username is checking out at the moment.

Failure usually happens when:
The SN hasn't been tested
Or
The protocol isn't followed
Or
The person is found after the attempt & they're "saved".

Respectfully, you are quite new here. Shiny & new. Read more threads on the subject and you'll learn which one of you is wrong 😂.
Yeah I did the blood test and it turned brown. I have planned how I will be carrying out my protocol and I will have plenty of time (all alone in my house at night for, at worst 8 hours, I believe that is plenty of time for me to CTB after ingesting it.

But I am still worried about the slim chance shit goes south. Idk I am being parnoid ig. i need this to work.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,812
No.

Yeah I did the blood test and it turned brown. I have planned how I will be carrying out my protocol and I will have plenty of time (all alone in my house at night for, at worst 8 hours, I believe that is plenty of time for me to CTB after ingesting it.

But I am still worried about the slim chance shit goes south. Idk I am being parnoid ig. i need this to work.
Ok, fast, take your antiemetics, consider putting your devices someplace out of reach so you won't be tempted to call for help, and you can say you did everything you could to put the odds in your favor.
 
Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
150
I've seen some posts from people who survived SN, and they report symptoms such as dizziness, headache, severe burning in the throat, vomiting, and loss of control of parts of the body. Unfortunately, I don't have the links to the accounts, but those are the symptoms I remember from the reports. I'm sorry if I haven't been of much help.
You are wrong in the unsuccesfull/succesfull threads most people describe mild symto
Yeah of course people have failed. No offense but ur username is checking out at the moment.

Failure usually happens when:
The SN hasn't been tested
Or
The protocol isn't followed
Or
The person is found after the attempt & they're "saved".

Respectfully, you are quite new here. Shiny & new. Read more threads on the subject and you'll learn which one of you is wrong 😂.
i'm not quite new here i've been reading up for a year on methods. Reading pages after pages. That i maked my account not so long ago doesn't mean i didn't do my research
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,812
You are wrong in the unsuccesfull/succesfull threads most people describe mild symto

i'm not quite new here i've been reading up for a year on methods. Reading pages after pages. That i maked my account not so long ago doesn't mean i didn't do my research
Well, keep reading if this is your method of choice. Accounts are very mixed.
 
Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
150
Well, keep reading if this is your method of choice. Accounts are very mixed.


 

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