sleepytime5
Member
- Jul 13, 2026
- 21
I really wanna kms, my reasons are pretty basic I have mental health issues OCD, ADHD and CPTSD, just existing for me is like an intense workout but I managed that until shit got physical, now I also have heart problems which lead to fatigue and so on, I am giving myself 2-3 years to have fun be a junkie and do stupid shit after that I'll try looking for a way to ctb without looking like it althought idc THAT much cause duh I'll be off but rn the thought of the impact is kinda distressful. I was trying to think of methods such as purposefully giving myself a deadly disease or smth. Anyone else wanna ctb but also wanna do some things that get you into reckless behavior?
