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goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
834
The plan is there,the pain is there,the lack of hope for the future,the regret and guilt of my past,constant psychological torture and torment it's all there…but there is this tiny voice inside of me screaming for me not to die even though i'm suffering and can't do this no longer

How do i shut out that voice how do i get it to stop so i can do what i need to and can do
 
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fleetingnight

fleetingnight

incapable of shutting up
May 2, 2024
662
I wish I could offer you help, but I can't get that voice to go away for me, either. I'm really sorry you're struggling 🫂
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,370
mhmm That's a really difficult thing. I felt so ready to leave, I was so desperate and hopeless, I was so deeply depressed I've never been before ...

That was nearly 1 year ago, when I made my account here.

But in the end I couldn't even come close to the actual attempt bc there was a tiny bit of hope left.
 
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stuck_here

Member
May 12, 2024
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Isn't it cruel we stop ourselves today and start thinking about the same the next day?
 
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