SI alleviation? 🕊️

[secretghost]

Hello everyone, my method is a partial hanging/night night set up with a ratchet strap and some padding. I think I'll only have a out fifteen seconds for SI to matter but I want to make sure it doesn't make it too frightening just because of bodily panic or last second SI? I've done some research and I've decided I'll probably half a bottle of wine and some Unisom first but only after everything is set up so I don't feel to drunk to catch the bus.

thank you in advance for any kind words or advice. If anyone wants to PM me I would love that as well, if you'd rather not public comment. Any stories or experience would be welcome.

-H

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[secretghost]

I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

thank you so much

 

[JesiBel]

I don't mean to dissuade you, but if you still have doubts or are unsure, it might be a good idea to wait a little longer.

Maybe this thread can be useful to you:

Thread 'Scientific Approach to Understanding SI and Discussion on Tools to Minimze SI Factors'

Scientific Approach to Understanding SI and Discussion on Tools to Minimze SI Factors

This post aims to provide an educational/informational overview of the various scientific factors that contribute to survival instincts (SI), particularly the innate drive for self-preservation and the automatic responses that arise in the face of harm and danger. While it does not delve into...

sanctioned-suicide.net

I'm sorry you've reached this point. I hope your plans turn out as you expect.

 

[secretghost]

I don't mean to dissuade you, but if you still have doubts or are unsure, it might be a good idea to wait a little longer.

Maybe this thread can be useful to you:

Thread 'Scientific Approach to Understanding SI and Discussion on Tools to Minimze SI Factors'

Scientific Approach to Understanding SI and Discussion on Tools to Minimze SI Factors

This post aims to provide an educational/informational overview of the various scientific factors that contribute to survival instincts (SI), particularly the innate drive for self-preservation and the automatic responses that arise in the face of harm and danger. While it does not delve into...

sanctioned-suicide.net

I'm sorry you've reached this point. I hope your plans turn out as you expect.

Appreciated. Maybe I should clarify it isn't that I have doubts or I'm unsure, it's more than I'm about in denial about it at random times throughout the day. I think it's a dissociative thing kicking up in self protection. It's spooky and sad to think about sometimes for some parts of me but so is going to the dentist and merging sending well wishes