should I take more benzodiazepines?

[MapleS]

i took like 2.5mg rn. but im drumk but wanna skip to the next day

my friend want to leave me, he wanted to ambulance when I said I'm suicidal today (although he knows that would be gell to me and going out I would kill myself)

i want to die

i huess he should leave otherwise he will kill himself

not really wanna die, wanna live and wanna try as i'm close to being stable... i was.

 

[MapleS]

took 10mg rn, thinking abit 5mg
im on 15 drunk
i fucked up, if I didn't done I cold have been in a safe place now...