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chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

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Feb 4, 2026
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I plan to hang myself in my room tonight. In the morning, my parents will probably bang on the door when I don't answer. Because I have recently developed the habit of sleeping until 2 p.m., they might first assume I am just asleep. I don't usually lock my door, but I will lock it this time, which could make them panic. I am wondering if it would be better to leave the windows open so they can see what has happened and feel less panicked. The windows face outside, so they won't be able to reach me or notice me while hanging. It will be midnight, I won't turn on any lights, and others probably won't notice. What do u say?
 
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I wouldn't risk trying that with people in the house. If you make noise and wake them up they might break in and 'save' you. Possibly leaving you in a vegetative state.
 
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I plan to hang myself in my room tonight. In the morning, my parents will probably bang on the door when I don't answer. Because I have recently developed the habit of sleeping until 2 p.m., they might first assume I am just asleep. I don't usually lock my door, but I will lock it this time, which could make them panic. I am wondering if it would be better to leave the windows open so they can see what has happened and feel less panicked. The windows face outside, so they won't be able to reach me or notice me while hanging. It will be midnight, I won't turn on any lights, and others probably won't notice. What do u say?
Book an Airbnb don't traumatize your family
 
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chaoschuckler

chaoschuckler

CTB on 11th May Hopefully 🖤
Feb 4, 2026
127
I wouldn't risk trying that with people in the house. If you make noise and wake them up they might break in and 'save' you. Possibly leaving you in a vegetative state.
Do we really make such loud noises? 🤔People don't usually make those sounds in the videos I've watched. What if I put a napkin or tissue in my mouth?
Book an Airbnb don't traumatize your family
Thank you for the suggestion, but I can't do that. I don't want to delay it anymore, and I have no motivation to search for anchor points in hotels or research anything else.
 
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Hollowman

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Do we really make such loud noises? 🤔People don't usually make those sounds in the videos I've watched. What if I put a napkin or tissue in my mouth?

Thank you for the suggestion, but I can't do that. I don't want to delay it anymore, and I have no motivation to search for anchor points in hotels or research anything else.
Depends on what's around you. When a person goes unconscious their body can flail around and bang into things.
 
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