Should I email my psychiatristtt

[oooobeeeeii]

Ok so im tipsy so idc about anything. I already did this a few times before and we did talk anout it on sessions, and what I did is that when I got drunk I texted her about how bad I feel, I even asked directly to come to a hospital.
I dont understand why she is waiting to get me in it, I mean prob bcs she thinks im not that bad yet but damn I feel horrible.
Should I text her again 1 more time and be like I feel like shit I wanna die, pls admit me. Or at least ask her why she hasnt admitted me yet cause I hate to wait a few more days until I know why im literally gonna cry. Idk I wanna try and recover and im trying not to completely give up cause when I do ill keep trying until I die, and theres no coming back. Please tell me, should I email her even tho I shouldnt be bothering her or iust somehow wait for 6 more days.

 

[orca87]

you seem totally agitated, helpless, nervous.

Here is what helped me: commit to CTB. At least, choose your method. Plan it, at least in your head. Gets your head working.

Then, set a date. Far enough to turn things around but close enough to not feel unserious

Then do everything you can to recover. You've come this far and believe me I know how it feels there is no hope. But if everything is pointless, then waiting is, too. If you CTB today or next month — who cares…

Use the waiting time wisely.

Here is what could happen:

1. You at least partly recover — well done!
2. Things get worse — then you're more committed to CTB and won't mess up!

 

[oooobeeeeii]

you seem totally agitated, helpless, nervous.

Here is what helped me: commit to CTB. At least, choose your method. Plan it, at least in your head. Gets your head working.

Then, set a date. Far enough to turn things around but close enough to not feel unserious

Then do everything you can to recover. You've come this far and believe me I know how it feels there is no hope. But if everything is pointless, then waiting is, too. If you CTB today or next month — who cares…

Use the waiting time wisely.

Here is what could happen:

1. You at least partly recover — well done!
2. Things get worse — then you're more committed to CTB and won't mess up!

Thank you, you are right. So should I do it and text her one more time or like just plan and then try next week on our appointment?

 

[orca87]

Try to calm down. If you still feel the urge after you watched YT, made your plans, thought about your goodbye letter, then, for christs sake, text her.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

Try to calm down. If you still feel the urge after you watched YT, made your plans, thought about your goodbye letter, then, for christs sake, text her.

I mean I think ill not bother her this time. Imma make a plan and a date, ty for replying

 

[WorthlessCoward]

I once texted my psychiatrist that I tried to kill myself today and they sent me a "hugs" sticker

 

[orca87]

I once texted my psychiatrist that I tried to kill myself today and they sent me a "hugs" sticker

That seems pretty thoughtful. What again are they charging by the hour?

 

[oooobeeeeii]

I once texted my psychiatrist that I tried to kill myself today and they sent me a "hugs" sticker

That seems pretty thoughtful. What again are they charging by the hour?

"Just think happy thoughts and go for a walk" costs like 50e per hour

 

[orca87]

"Just think happy thoughts and go for a walk" costs like 50e per hour

With being able to print money like this, Imagine how easy it is to believe that yourself. It's not that they're lying… it's just that they cannot relate.

 

[pulsar]

"Just think happy thoughts and go for a walk" costs like 50e per hour

Haha crisis line rhetoric. Don't forget deep breathing, mindfulness, gratitude lists, etc...

 

[Hollowman]

Can't you check yourself into the hospital?

 

[Already Gone now]

Haha crisis line rhetoric. Don't forget deep breathing, mindfulness, gratitude lists, etc...

OMG, I died over this comment.

 

[pulsar]

I fucking hate gratitude lists. The first post I wanted to make on here was how much I fucking hate gratitude lists, Almost as much as grocery shopping, and buses. I can't make any posts though. I guess Im not enough of a suicide guru even though I've attempted a dew times, felt this way for years, made a few trips to no sharp objects land also. Don't worry if you're completely alone have no friends, spouse, girlfriend, love, money, hope, just be grateful you can take a piss without a catheter. Thats a great reason to live, right?
Post 2 would be entitled, I hate using apostrophes, how about you?

 

[oooobeeeeii]

Can't you check yourself into the hospital?

Well I need to talk w my psychiatrist and she needs to agree that I should stay. I mean she isnt telling me that she think I shouldnt stay but shes postponing it a lot and I feel like im getting worse.

I fucking hate gratitude lists. The first post I wanted to make on here was how much I fucking hate gratitude lists, Almost as much as grocery shopping, and buses. I can't make any posts though. I guess Im not enough of a suicide guru even though I've attempted a dew times, felt this way for years, made a few trips to no sharp objects land also. Don't worry if you're completely alone have no friends, spouse, girlfriend, love, money, hope, just be grateful you can take a piss without a catheter. Thats a great reason to live, right?
Post 2 would be entitled, I hate using apostrophes, how about you?

PLS omg yes. Like, they will find every single reason for you to be grateful. I mean yeah we should be but I dont think anyone will really feel that gratitude until we dont have that privilege anymore. Like no shit I dont feel happy every day because I can chew food normally.