Discussion Share what makes you want to cry right now.

[Zaya]

Being lonely

 

[Amaterasu]

Knowing tonight was the last I would see someone I love.

 

[leavingsoon99]

This used to make me cry...

Looking back on my life, at my youth. Being left out of everything. Being excluded. I used to ponder why no one liked me. What did I do? I felt like I missed out on a lot of special moments. I felt like I wasn't normal, because I never had a high school gf. I never went to dances. I never went to prom. No girl wanted me. Like I was inferior. That used to make me cry an awful lot.

Now that I'm going to ctb, not anymore at all. I feel relieved.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Every single aspect of myself and how useless I am at everything.

 

[ghost44]

I want to cry because I used to be a loving, caring person and the wrong people took advantage of that to abuse me to the point I no longer exist. I could never heal, or recover to become who I once used to be. And it's all thanks to them.

 

[cherrysquick]

i stumble upon this post while crying, what a perfect coincidence lmao. my friend group is slowly falling apart and there is nothing i can do to stop it. it all started with my ex breaking up with me because we were in the same friends circle and yeah, stuff escalated from there. i can feel them slowly drifting away, i feel more awkward talking to them now than when we first met. the illusion of a perfect friendship smashed into pieces today. im trying not to be impulsive but all i want to do is cry and OD rn. i just want the pain to end because its only gonna get worse from here. i have no one irl left to talk to

 

[prtsn]

mostly missing my dad, yesterday I was watching a boxing fight and yeah, it make me felt awful doing it without him.

 

[nosoul]

Failure of my life:(
Failure of my life:(

 

[unnormal9]

Not being able to make things.

 

[Lonelyhotcake]

I'm tired all the time.
I can change my life but I don't have the energy to do it... I just have to study, get good grades and get my scholarship back... but I don't want to study and I can't ask for help... (I can't fuck*ing open my mouth).

Worst part it's knowing that my parent are not going to help me, they are just going to blame me and force me to study harder.

 

[catastrophix]

I've been using really damaging coping mechanisms lately and it's all starting to catch up to me. I just hate myself so much.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Realizing that to get eternal freedom I have to first experience intense fear and pain. That applies to natural deaths too

 

[StolenLife]

Biochemistry.

 

[Kta1994]

Chronic pain, im in so much pain everyday and getting worse with little understanding from people around me and doctors, ctb is my only hope of escaping this hell, but i wish i was healthier so i could enjoy my life

 

[Challu]

Knowing the love that awaits me, whether in reward or judgement.. I am very desperate for that love. This is the love of God. The nature of His Love is always aimed at saving me, teaching me to be as I should be in Christ Jesus.