I know i could go get recourses on how to ctb,not that there's anything wrong about that,(i have literally done that), but i'm literally at a knife's edge rn, but i'm planning to stay here. i mean, i know that there's a light. a path out of this. something within me is burning. not with anger, but determination. (don't say "haha Undertale reference" or smthn stupid like that this is not the time)..... i know i want to live. i know that, but.... my emotions... it's killing me.
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Arvayn
Face the end.
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I really relate to this, even though it sounds preachy. When I'm in a really bad situation, it makes me feel a sense of stubbornness and defiance slowly intensifying in the back of my mind. I always thought that I'd like to go out on my own terms; so when the world throws me down, I feel insulted and provoked, like "Does this piece of shit society and world think it can stop me?". It's like my kneejerk emotional reaction to adversity.
The worst that I've ever felt was when I was in a situation that I had nothing in good faith to blame for, and nothing actively threatening me.
Keep going, brother. Don't let your feelings or circumstances get the better of you; we are our worst limit.
