Venting schizophrenia and mental hospitals

[saliva65]

so, im diagnosed with schizophrenia, yes, im medicated most of the time, which makes me experience delirium and stuff like that. my family wanted to hospitalize me, since i dont go to school, or well, i dont go outside at all, i dont have friends and i dont talk with people irl, for some reason the only thing making me happy is being in the warmth and comfort of a hospital bed, it makes me feel at peace. So, the reason i cant get admitted into a mental hospital is.. im not over 21 yet. im 18, but there's just this stupid rule in my country, that people under 21 cannot get the adequate treatment, i've been considering harming myself to get hospitalized, this might be the only way to receive treatment for my illness..