Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I feel so alone and invisible right now. Like I'm not really here. I have nobody to talk to and it's making me feel lonely as hell.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
I always think back to olden times when technology wasn't even scratching the surface of eventually destroying the planet, and how beautiful the earth and it's natural wilderness looked.
 
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deflationary

deflationary

Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
529
I have NOTHING to say!
 
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motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
166
Want to climb out window & walk to the store to buy alcohol but they close too early. Idk what else to do, there's not any other stores I can walk to around here. I hate the night & I hate feeling trapped inside with nothing to do but think about things I don't want to think about at night.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I miss receiving affection. First time ever I got affection was 4 months ago.
 
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motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
166
Hate night & want someone to talk to,
but my online friend messages me & I just demand him to go to sleep lol
I think that's a bit funny but honestly I'm worried. He's an hour behind me so I can remember what time it is for him, it's almost 2 a.m. for him. He always went to bed at a normal person time, sleepy guy, didn't understand how I stay up. But he's been online strangely late for him multiple times lately. I hope he's fine. I know he has problems. I notice these changes & worry, but I don't want to seriously mention it in case he thinks I'm a stalker. So I just tell him to go to sleep like I'm not seriously worried. I wish I could do more for him.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
How to park your car in a small and tight garage step by step guide made by an old man:

 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
I feel like the US should give the Q people a state or territory of their own and let them secede from the union. It'll be just like Gilead
 
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PartlyHuman

Sorry for my English
Jan 10, 2021
65
Once when I was a teen a guy acquaintance offered me to visit his house and nobody was there. He poured me some wine (I tried to refuse lol since I'm not allowed to drink), we talked a bit and then I've said I'll go home. He tried to convince me to stay a bit longer...
Now, 8 years later I've got that probably it was a hint... Speaking about missed opportunities lol
People, be more direct please....
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
Wow I'm feeling helpless right now. I just wish there was some way that I could take control of my life and get what I want for once but if it's one thing living in this world has taught me it's that we have absolutely no control over anything. Life is a game of chance.
 
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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
263
I always feel lonely even though I am mostly not even alone.
 
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motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
166
I can finally put purple heart emojis at the end of all my posts now!!!!!! I use it a lot 💜
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
I love you so much. But I have to protect you, too. and if I can't, then, I'll go. I just want you to know that, I have never stopped caring for you.

-Your forever companion, more than in death
 
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callme

callme

I'm a loose cannon - I bang all the time.
Aug 15, 2021
1,235
When doing nitrogen, I feel a Daft Punk helmet is the best mask.
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I was playing the piano just now and I feel like a complete and total failure. I don't know why but I hate all of the songs that I've written. Maybe it's due to low self-esteem but damn it hurts. I don't have anything else going for me in life except my compositions so... Fuck

I'll try to take the productive path and tell myself I'm going to write some songs that I'll feel good about instead of drowning in my own negativity.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Only good thoughts and kind regards to my SS crush.
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

-
Dec 8, 2020
2,394
Cat Relaxing GIF by The Dodo

I wanna pet a cat like this rn :love:
 
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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
263
Today I was asked by a psychiatrist: If there isn't something worse that happened in my childhood. As if whta already happened wasn't enough to be suicidal.
 
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callme

callme

I'm a loose cannon - I bang all the time.
Aug 15, 2021
1,235
Today I was asked by a psychiatrist: If there isn't something worse that happened in my childhood. As if whta already happened wasn't enough to be suicidal.
Typical psych move.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Fuck shitposters who ruin threads. Can never have a serious topic going on here. How bout this y'all make your own fucking threads huh and if not I'll shitpost your shitty threads cause why the fuck not. So BaSeD ///////
 
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motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
166
2 family members I don't like that much are here now, visiting for a few days. It makes me not want to leave my room even more. I don't want them to look at me & I don't want to hear them because it hurts my ears (not a mean thing, I have problems with senses). I'm stressed but I'll try my best to not break down.
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
SHIT, BLOOD, AND CUM ON MY HANDS!!!
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
It's a fucked day like any other,
I don't care, I'm as cold as the pint
Nothing works, but life is good
I stay and drink, it hurts me right in my ...
 
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HiImPaul

HiImPaul

Student
Nov 5, 2021
125
My balls itch
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
To my SS crush: only love and remember that you deserve the best, I fookin love you I can't even describe in words <3.
 
motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
166
I think tomorrow morning I'll walk to the store to buy liquor, I haven't drank since September. Looking forward to it.
 

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