Sanctioned Suicide is the place which feels like home

[Misery99]

This website is the place which makes me feel like home...been a member here for more than 6 years and sad to say that my life hadn't improved much at all...but reading posts here makes me feel that I'm not the only one in the world who's depressed and thinking about ways to ctb...in the end you only have yourself and this website just proves that.

 

[Redacted24]

I upvote this sentiment

It's comfortable being in this community, because it feels like a community.

Sure it has loads of nice people, some grouchy ones, and the occasional undercover police just like any other community. But it's our community.

And that's kept me going since finding my way in.

 

[bloodonmyhands4ever]

Agreed. Even if i'm recent to this website, I can easily tell that i'm not alone despite the feeling of it.

 

[FF777]

i shill this NDE site some times, but the 2 things that help me cope are this SaSu forum, and also the NDE reports on this site here: https://research.iands.org/ndes/nde-stories/iands-nde-accounts.html

SaSu makes me feel like "you are not alone and there are other people that can understand you"
and the NDE site makes me feel like "every thing will be okay again eventually"

 

[LakeMungoGirl]

This website is the place which makes me feel like home...been a member here for more than 6 years and sad to say that my life hadn't improved much at all...but reading posts here makes me feel that I'm not the only one in the world who's depressed and thinking about ways to ctb...in the end you only have yourself and this website just proves that.

SS has truly helped me so much in finding a method I feel confident will work and not leave me completely disabled instead. Such a great site. It saddens me when I come across other suicidal people online and they have no idea a place like this even exists and just suggest non-methods to each other which could be damaging.

 

[NotUrDream]

I honestly don't have any friends I can talk to about my feelings, but this forum is the only and best way I have to freely express what I feel, And even find people with the same problems as me, even though I've only been here for a short time, I honestly like this forum, it was the best thing I discovered this year.

 

[maggineko]

This website is the place which makes me feel like home...been a member here for more than 6 years and sad to say that my life hadn't improved much at all...but reading posts here makes me feel that I'm not the only one in the world who's depressed and thinking about ways to ctb...in the end you only have yourself and this website just proves that.

Definitely agree It's a little sad to watch people talk about how they want to ctb, and I cry when I come across goodbye threads. I joined only very recently this week but have met and spoken to many kind and interesting people!

 

[2Sensible]

I'm still new to the site but the way people talk about ctb here so casually make me feel like i'm not alone. Every time i try to talk about it with irl friends, i feel like they feel weird. I'm scared of scaring them.

 

[violetforever]

i can depend on this forum more than the few people i have in my life so im always running back here when im at my lowest

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

Same sentiment and this will likely be part of my finality of life. I haven't been here long but happy to send people in the right direction if I can regarding certain methods and certain acquisitions.

 

[ctb_warrior]

SaSu is literally home the most loving community I have ever been a part of

 

[Pluto]

 

[delinquentsandwich]

it's nice to not be judged or looked at like I'm crazy
to be able to express a repressed side of me without fear
to be able to read other people's stories, feel their emotions, to have a common goal of finding peace- whether that be recovery or ctb

I'm very happy to have found this place and deeply grateful for the resources

 

[DreamingDryad]

Lurked here for a large part of my life, off and on, and it's always made me feel less alone. Actually made me feel better and not guilty enough to keep going for a while. Now, things are becoming too unbearable. idk if i have it in me yet to go through with it like my attempt last year, but i know if i can get to that point again, itll be with SN or some other method i cant take back. i promised if things dont get better in 3 years, im done. And being here is...comforting. knowing that maybe at least one person will be there to see me off before i go.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm glad that so many are comforted and feel better, even if just a little bit, through this website~ :) same tbh~ ^_^ It certainly helps me feel better than the news~ xD